Nov 28, 2025
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#i believe in love‚ just not that anyone would love me#i love with my whole being#and i am constantly reminded that i need to change myself to be loved#im too fat‚ ugly‚ and self assured to ever be worthy of love and marriage and im so fucking sick#I've given up. I know there is nothing about me that is attractive to men and you know what?#there is nothing objectively that a man could add to my life that is worth changing myself#i worked so hard to find my voice and be self confident#i worked so hard to feel ok in this damn body#i put in so much time to channel my negative emotions into a career where i could help people who feel similarly and think they are alone#why the fuck would i want to change myself? i am brilliant and hard work#i speak 3 languages and im working on two more#i pay my own bills and i help my students and my coworker like me for the first time in my life#why the hell would i change all that to be attractive to the idea of a man? why do i have to stamp myself down for someone to love me?#why am i not worthy of love right now ‚ right here#in this body#this skin#this voice#fuck#why do i have to change when i finally love myself?
