I’m already freaking the hell out honestly in anticipatory grief and I’m actively scream crying (I cry loudly) as I write this, I’m probably not going to be able to keep up with any of my blogs until I hopefully hear that whatever it is is at least treatable, and if not, I might not be back for a couple months. You’re welcome to leave asks, but I might not answer until then. I’m so sorry, I haven’t gotten the hang of scheduled posts yet.

I haven’t been able to find a job at this new place. I’ve straight up walked around the whole college neighborhood and all I got was nos and ghosts. My partner’s job is part time and keeps having unpaid breaks (works at a school) and their boss keeps committing wage theft after gaslighting them that they didn’t actually get promoted when it says on paper that they did. We keep having to ask for help from our relatives and I only had one line of help that is psychologically abusive and I’ve had to go no contact with on and off, they aren’t helping me anymore. Their family members can either only help a little, but not all the time or would help for them, but not me. They’re able to split rent into two and they still can’t afford it on their own.

I’ve been trying not to do this with every low we’ve hit, and I know that there are many others that need help way more than I do and many are going through similar or worse financial troubles, so it’s totally understandable if you can’t, but if there’s a chance anybody can help out, we can’t fall behind and go through this again, we literally just barely got an apartment about 2 months ago. These are my only two apps right now:

Venmo: @vlovann (also the at of my main blog, so it might show up)

Hello, everyone.

My kibby is okay. Here her be:

I am coming back gradually. I just reblogged from each of the current list (and updated missing blogs) as a catch up until the next time I can post. I will add new ones when I have more time.

My other blogs, @this-is-anti-paganism and @this-is-anti-union are open for asks!

I found a job a while ago, but only recently got days off after working every single day at 8am, I am delivering on foot for a food delivery app in the pm and 2 of my off days. So, I can stay up like the night owl l am on those off days and go through submissions and other this-is accounts for my blog @this-is-encyclopedia.