I’ve kept my words.
I’ve realised it now, just in time, how many lifetimes before facing the same question. Glimpses of the past, in hundreds of different cities and harbors, kept coming back in front of my eyes - demanding a response. I remember this unfulfilled wish, the yearn for a uneventful existence but then I remember too - to have always been choosing to make amends. And gladly so.
So I know what I’d do now, after all this is no surprise. I’d kiss goodbye to that dream of a wooden shack, to be back to where I find my true sobriety lying amidst storms and raging waves.













