There is this thing with me. Not to brag or anything but I'm a smart and a matured person, and I think very rationally not with the heart but with head. But whenever I'm into someone, it's like they consume me, I could not think anything other than the words uttered by them, the colour of their hair, how they like to gesture their hands and how they pose in photos. And that is all I'm able to think about whenever I have a crush. And I regret having these thoughts because the person is not getting to know the real me, they are getting to know the infatuated version of me. And I'm also not able to look at them with clear eyes because of the rose-coloured ones.