From day one you promised me that you would never hurt me. Did you get confused? Because now I’m hurt and I don’t understand why you would do this to me. You told me you loved me but last I recalled you don’t cheat on the ones you love. Now I’m sitting here wondering what I did wrong to make you cheat. Only I now realize that I did nothing wrong and it was only your sick child like mind. You may technically be a man but to me you’re a cowardly boy because you don’t have the guts to end things with me before starting with someone new. I get that she may be older than me prettier than me and more popular than me, but I know that you will never find someone who cares about you like I did. Too bad you lost that because I’m done with you. I’m done with your lies and I’m done with the drama that you have caused. I always thought you were out of my league buy I realize that I am out of yours. I know you will come crawling back to me once you see I’m happy and doing well with someone new someone better than you. But you lost your chances. It’s over. You blew it. I did get a good lesson from you though, I guess in a way I should thank you because you taught me why I shouldn’t trust boys. You taught me that I will get used. You taught me that I shouldn’t believe that someone can say I love you and mean it. But more importantly you taught me that I am worth more than a text back or you telling me that I look “sexy”. I’m worth more than your sour kisses and you holding me saying everything will be okay while you’re truly stabbing me in the back. Just know I will always still care for you, but you will never have me back in your arms. I have broken free and I will never run back to your chains and restraints

It's just a little heavy right now.