LETS GO INTO 2024 WITH A SMILE!!!

w/ @blufeniix​ & @vanillarafers​

It's scary because I'm now realizing how bad things could have gotten if I had stayed in that relationship... He wanted to look at every message I sent or received, cut me off from 2 of my best friends, manipulated me in more ways than i could have imagined.... I'm sure there's more that I'm not remembering right now. But if I had stayed, he could have eventually cut off the rest of my friends and family... And so much more. I mean, he started to anyway. He got me to uproot my entire life and move across the country with him! Sure, it didn't take much convincing, with me being so stressed and overwhelmed with my home life and work life, but there's no way i would have done that on my own.... Then he didn't want me to talk to anyone back home. I was so stupid. I'm so glad I got out of that..

A bunch of us were on a trip with Duquette. We were near some beach, and we said it's time to take a break. Night had fallen for quite a while (I'm guessing it was around 1130/1200 by the time we stopped). Duquette got an ice chest and asked us "Beer?" A few of us obliged - I could decipher out Sabrina, Ferni and Elle. There were at least 5/6 people, but I couldn't make their faces. Some of us walked into the beach, staying within feet of where we had set up camp. They were walking about in scattered palm trees. We spotted a restroom a ways away and me and a few other guys went. It was me, Jonuh, some guy I was friends with in the dream and Tyler. It was late, and we were tired. But the bathroom was more like a lounge, with a center table right by the door. Tyler and I sat down, studying. While Jonuh was with us for a bit, he dozed off. At about 4, Lillie peeped her head in (I was surprised in the dream that she was there) and said "Guys, we gott— are Jonuh and Tyler sleeping?" And giggled a little under her breath like she often does irl. "Wake them up. We gotta go soon," she continued. I waved her off and poked Jonuh on his right shoulder and called on Tyler. The next thing I remember is us walking out of the bathroom and I woke up.