Apr 6, 2022
Did it really take me a full year again? I yet again abandoned my pursuit of expressing myself all over the place through words and tried to seek out the ways to do so irl. The attempts have been lukewarm and futile, and here we are again.Β
The journal entry from this morning read: today I was reborn. Dramatic, yes. But hear me out: I am reborn everyday upon waking up, and this morning was no exception. The only difference is that I am feeling more determined than ever to drop the apologetic side of me that keeps looking back and reverting to old coping mechanisms. Your current set of habits took you this far, but it wonβt take you any further, so it is high time to re-assess and do something differently.Β
