#thimble dumb

i see other people do it no problem and it makes me wonder why it's such a hang up for me ;; i'd rather just answer stuff privately ;;

because uh. i hit 2k followers??? what???? ahhhhhhh ilu guys

so this is actually like one of my favorite songs and it turns out that the lyrics (translated):

"You can open hearts of stone – with every touch of grace, you were there to set me free"

SO HELLO. 

i am ashley and i'm super dysfunctional and i draw a lot of supernatural fanart in really weird and dumb colors.

i actually do draw and post a lot more often than i have been recently i swear.

bear with me

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no way ;; thank you so much, that means a lot to me ;; i'm kind of writing off and on, but i'm in grad school and we're building a game right now (in seven weeks! AH) so most of my time is spent on that haha. i am writing/finishing stuff but it's slow ;;

ummmmmmmmmmmmm i've been straining to think of recs because there are a lot that i like but i'm also really self-concsious about posting what i like so uh.  here's some dean/cas i can remember off the top of my head (mostly au sorry ahhh):

anything by luchia on ao3 (particularly The Family Buiness, an au where the Winchesters are a mafia family, and it's pretty much my favorite au ever, and Equinox, which is kind of au? cas keeps meeting dean at all the wrong ages and in the wrong order).

The (Mostly Accidental) Courtship of Dean Winchester - angel!married cliche handled pretty well (to me).

End of Small Sanctuary - a series of one-shots exploring if dean had been born a girl that's really interesting

Excerpts from Carver Edlund's Magnum Opus bones!au which i really like IDK it's super fitting.

The Unlocking and the Lift Away - angel!dean, hunter!cas. the only one i've read and it's depressing and awesome.

there are more but i honestly read fics that most people have heard of i think IDK i just go through people's fic recs and read them. ummmmmmmm.