#goodnight from @khrystyana: 'Let me tell you something I've never shared with anyone. When I meet new people, or meet people that I already know, especially women, after at least a minute of our conversation I find myself fascinated with that person, feelings are similar to a crush, just not romantic.I can't unsee the beauty when I meet a woman- EVERY woman. And when she tells me something that prompts me to believe that she doesn't like all of that goodness that she is I usually get genuinely shocked and even a little hurt. Because I really don't understand why these absolutely amazing humans would ever think poorly of themselves. Then I remember that I run those self hating loops too, some of them are repeat habits and some feel fresh every time, especially after facing the loved ones who try so hard to fit you into their version of 'beautiful'. I was growing up introverted, with a super low self esteem, had hard times making friends and back then I just thought that every single person is prettier than me, I could just find it why they were better and spend hours belittling my "wrongs". That's back then. Now I use that past as my today's base of seeing equal beauty not only in all of you, but also myself. I meet THIS person that I am every morning I wake up, every time I look at myself in the mirror. Standing so confident with all of my cellulite out and about, breathing in New York air, and eyes some loving and some judging. And however they look at me, I let them be. I want to encourage all people to be fascinated with yourselves, have a little crush with yourselves. You have such an amazing body, that serves you, that loves you. Get to know it, nourish it with care, there is so so much to your beauty please don't ever minimize the idea of what's a beauty to a tiny little TV size box. Whoever reads this, and whoever I'll meet and talk to, I hope we both can get fascinated with your stunning unique nature, wth you magnetic eyes, your compassionate energy, charming smile, the map of your irresistible skin and more more . Hugs, KhrystyAna photo unretouched by amaaaaaaaaazig @peter_rosa #bodypositive #cellulite #thickthights #styleandcurvemag ππππππβ€π
