To him
I forgive you. I forgive you for not loving me. I forgive you for not cherishing me. I forgive you for not even realizing you had someone wonderful right in front of you. I forgive you for not communicating. I forgive you for caring only about yourself. I forgive you for disregarding me and my feelings. There is something good in you because I saw a glimpse of it when I knew you. I tried to draw it out in you, but it turns out that wasn't my job. For 6 months I've been regretting our time together, believing it was such a waste. But God turned it into something good - a lesson I needed to learn. A lesson on figuring out what I actually want and need. A lesson on boundaries that are necessary. A lesson on loving myself. A lesson on forgiveness. So today I release that hurt and anger I was holding onto, that resentment I had for you. For a while I used it to protect myself, but it doesn't serve me anymore. I am letting it all go. I kindly take back the power you had over me. I need it for myself. You don't have any effect on my emotions anymore. You had a purpose in my life at one time, but that purpose is now complete. I'm letting go of you.
