#there is a difference!

"i'm not dirty i'm just messy" don't worry phil *I* get you

i hate that ‘i get along with everyone even ugly girls’ trend on tik tok, since when being a bully is personality trait!??

When I say ‘romance is not my priority in cRPGs’ I may or may not mean ‘there were, like, two guys in Bioware games who were *my* type and only one of them was romanceable’.

i have to go to the doctor every time i want to see how much i weigh because im not inviting the devil (scale) into my house. and ive gotten to a point where im at a normal weight and my doctor was like "if you want to work out and eat healthy thats fine but dont concern yourself too much with it" so its all good. kind of a relief bc right before my teeth surgery i was like 15 pounds heavier and like it just seemed like something was wrong and bad... Of course i dont look any different at all. i dont know where it all goes but i will always hate my body, its just nice to make an effort now so i know that the way i look is just how i look and not just because im lazy.

me looking at blond men and playing my favorite game: lannist.er or northman.