alive 'til the stars fade away in an endless night if i can't find the way, i'll follow your light
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alive 'til the stars fade away in an endless night if i can't find the way, i'll follow your light

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and then i go and spoil it all by saying somethin' stupid like "i love you"
The sound of the wind blew in his face as he walked through the empty plain-land. The sign in front of him hid his face from the scorching rays of the sun, shining hard on his bloody clothes.
Theo made his way through the open area, searching for any runaway humans. Heâs not even trying to hide his presence, he never does. Heâs never met a human who could outrun him, and he never will. Pale calls him overconfident, but the evidence never lies.
He felt himself grow tired and stopped to sit on a bench, placing his sign down next to him and letting the sun hit his face. Heâs been out of AREPH finding humans for a few days now, barely resting, and he can feel himself starting to reach the end. Orlar says heâs overworking himself, Pale rolls his eyes, and Dricox shrugs him off, but he knows that deep down the black darkness is threatening to spill out from inside of him again.Â
Suddenly, he hears a sound. He quickly turns around and sees a human with bright red hair and running in the distance. He grabs his sign and chases after them, the black darkness being shoved down by something better, something golden and bright.Â
The human looks behind them, a nervous expression on their face. Theoâs eyes light up as he takes in that expression, assuming that the human isnât armed.
âThis is gonna be easy.â
The human grabs a rock and throws it at him weakly, more focused on not slowing down than making contact with him. Theo chuckles as he easily dodges.Â
His eyes scan the human. Theyâre wearing a bright tank top and shorts.
âAnother stupid fucking idiotâ he thinks as his eyes notice the prosthetic on their left leg, getting an idea. He scans the scene in front of him for a rock the size of his hand, maybe a little bit bigger. He finds one and picks it up, before throwing it as hard as he can at their prosthetic.Â
He laughs as they fall to the ground. While theyâre down, he pulls out his gun and shoots the other leg, rendering them immobile. They cry out in pain, turning over onto their back and grabbing their bleeding leg.
âHa! Gotcha now useless scum!â Theo walks over and presses his heel into their chest, keeping them down. âYou really thought you could run from me? Nice try.â He cackles as he pulls out his knife, taking in the look of pure fear on the humanâs face.
His ears perk up at the sound of a motorcycle, and he dodges out of the way just in time to see him ⊠Vic.
He let out a sad, surprised laugh. âWell well well ⊠look who it is.â He switches his sign from one with a neutral expression to one with a more angry one. He canât even say his name.Â
Vic wears an expression Theoâs never seen him wear before, one of pure anger. âTheo.â
âYou know, after that stunt you pulled a few months ago I shouldnât be surprised to see you here. But here I am, surprised.â Thereâs a mocking tone in his voice, but deep down he isnât lying. Every time he sees Vic heâs always surprised, he always has been. Whether itâs because of his beauty, his voice, or the angry glare on his face that he sees in front of him now.
Vic pulls out a gun and points it at him. The black darkness creeps closer and closer to the back of his mouth as heâs hit with a sense of deja vu. He almost wants to laugh.
âOh you're gonna shoot me again?! Go ahead!â He throws his sign down onto the ground, showing Vic the matching angry look in his eyes. âJust admit it, you only care about me when I do something you think is wrong. You never cared about me.â
Vicâs expression never waivered. He was focused. Concentrated. Ready. "I wasn't pretending back then. But I can't bring myself to care for someone like you now." He pulls the trigger.
Unlike a few months ago Theo was ready this time, as he successfully dodges and runs as fast as he can towards Vic, the black darkness finally falling from his eyes.Â
âYou're lying!" He shouts, holding his knife up in the air. "You never cared about me, if you did you wouldn't have left without a note. Without a proper goodbye. You wouldn't have left me!" He finally reaches Vic and sinks his knife into his shoulder, stabbing him.
If Vic were anyone else, he wouldâve aimed for the heart. But heâs Vic, and as much as he wants to hurt him, he would never kill him.
He backs up as Vic moves his hand to the wound, breathing heavily as blood pours out. He looks down at his bloody hand before glaring at Theo.
âThere's no saving you.â
Theo glares, more of that black darkness falling down his face as the realization hits him. âSo I was right ⊠You never cared about me, you only cared about saving me. Well guess what? I donât need to be saved!â
Vicâs grip tightened on his shoulder. âThatâs not-â
âOh donât even fucking try. I understand now. You and your âI hate it here ⊠I need to be set free ⊠is it wrong to want to be free?â bullshit. You were only âfriendsâ with me to try and save me, so when you realized you couldnât you left without a word. I bet you told that scummy sister of yours you left.â Theo is so engrossed in Vic that he doesnât notice the human getting onto Vicâs motorcycle.Â
Vic glared at him again, his hands twitching. âDonât bring Trix into this.â
âAw, did widdle Theo strike a nerve? Fuck you. For everything.â
Vic scoffs, slowly inching towards the motorcycle. âYouâre blaming me for something thatâs entirely you.â Theo snarls. âMe? Me?! I didnât ask for any of this! I didnât ask to be this way. I didnât ask for us to be on opposite sides. I didnât ask to fall in love with you!â
Vic freezes, processing what Theo said. â... What did you just say?â The glare leaves Theoâs eyes, replaced with a look of defeat and sadness. âYou heard me.â
âTheo ⊠Iââ Theo pulls out his gun and aims it at Vic, although Vic could tell he had no intention to shoot. âShut up. I donât want to hear about it anymore.â Vic doesnât move, looking at him with a look of ⊠something ⊠something like pity, but not quite.Â
âSignsââ âIf youâre going to leave, leave now. Or else I will shoot.â
Vic knows heâs lying, and desperately wants to stay, to reach out to him. But he knows he canât. He said it himself, Theo canât be saved. So he sighs, looks at him for one more second, before turning around and hopping on his motorcycle.Â
Theo keeps the gun pointed at him as they ride off. He keeps it pointed even when he canât see them anymore. He stands there, as the black darkness continues to flow out of him.
After another few minutes, he finally puts the gun down and back in his pocket along with the bloody knife. He turns around, picks up his sign and heads for AREPH, his hands running over the dried blood on his clothes in an attempt to calm him down.
As heâs walking, heâs hit with a realization.
At the end of the day, Vic has a family to go back to, a home.
But Theo will forever remain with a hole in his heart, broken for eternity.
The black darkness tears continue to fall.
theo and ember: @astoryofsuchwoe || pale (mentioned): @sotogalmo
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~16 hours and 27 minutes / title and art don't belong to me (theovic playlist)
~16 hours and 26 minutes / title taken from what Pale has said concerning about Vic, art doesn't belong to me (palevic playlist)
here we are... Theo is always Theo!
having you by my side is way better than not having you at all
@doubtscomein for vic and trix || @contrastcraddle for pale

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--- profile --- --- READ BEFORE FOLLOWING --- -> TOXIC YSOSU <-
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time moves slow when you're lost in a dream (pt 1.)
tw // murder, blood
You enter the Garden, your signature smile plastered on your face and sign. Was it real? Was it genuine? You didnât know, but that smile stayed as you explored the area.
TOXIC YSOSU
THEOPALE
-> the smell of burning wood and paint fills his nose -> now the sun will rise in the east / but im barking at the moon -> i just need a quiet place / where i can scream how i love you
THEOVIC
-> and then i go and spoil it all by saying somethin' stupid like "i love you" -> Me and My Broken Heart
TOXIC YSOSU
-> Watching Him Fade Away -> alien stage frame redraws -> time moves slow when you're lost in a dream (pt 1) (pt 2) -> the story of tonight
pale by @contradictoryair || vic by @doubtscomein