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my drafts are under 1200
this is actually something. idk if it's something to be proud of lmao, but it's something.

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for the first time in YEARS
my drafts are under 1200
this is actually something. idk if it's something to be proud of lmao, but it's something.

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if you don't hear from me ever again it will be because my workplace failed to secure maintenance for a sunday night that has forty fucking check ins and I am probably in jail for murdering someone
so there is a small wasp nest on the roof of our front porch, right over one corner of the steps, and it's made me nervous most of the summer, there's at least three or four wasps in it, and I was determined we would get spray to get rid of it/them. except I kept forgetting to. and they've...literally left us alone.
so at this point I'm kind of emotionally attached to them. it's like we have a truce. they've never even hung around the door. never try to get inside. even when my mil forgets they're there and stands with the door open while waiting for the delivery driver or whoever. I don't think a single one has left the nest when we've been out there, no flying around us or anything.
I can't get rid of them, they're literally being so polite. I'll feel guilty if we spray them.
The past couple of years I have really struggled with feeling like my brain and vocabulary is just, downgrading constantly. Like I just can't 'word right' two thirds of the time. and it is so frustrating and disheartening. I keep writing because it is my coping mechanism and because I want to combat this feeling, but I truly do feel dumber half the time these days. like I just don't know how to use language, how to articulate thoughts. like there's some kind of mental disconnect going on. It's been flaring up bad the past few days as I try to work on my assignment fic, but I am trying to power through.
guess who is finally getting an iron transfusion next week to hopefully fix their dangerously low iron levels

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ok, mutuals, I need to read more so I am curious - rec me your favorite reads, the books you think more people *need* to read, any books you desperately want someone else to read and fall in love with, etc. fiction, nonfiction, any genre.
if y'all notice me active on this site after 4pm pls feel free to message me and ask me why i'm not writing
ok once spouse goes to work I am going for a walk, getting a shower, fixing myself a nice, balanced snack plate and an assortment of beverages, and then I am settling at the PC for a looooong writing sesh. gonna lock tf in today.