#thehothsystem

dwsa n falsettos will always b my main bitches thank u also YES BITCH el internado thts my fucking BABY i still love her so so much

cauldron: strangest dream (or nightmare) you’ve had?

i dreamt i was like, floating in an umbrella at sea? clothes were all wrecked, classic castaway situation except i was in a fucking umbrella. and the dream would cut off and cut to other dreams, and then return. it was a linear story which was freaky! 

in the first part of the dream i’d jump out of my umbrella to catch food for sustenance; then after skinning the fish i’d cook them in smoky embers on a piece of floating driftwood (matches were too soggy for a decent fire)

anYWAY cleaned the fish, cooked it as much as i could but it wasnt enough and i had to choke down semi raw fish because. it was my only sustenance in this umbrella at sea

that was part one.

second part; it was near the afternoon and it was really hot and i was lying there fr a while because i was THirsty but you cant drink saltwater man

and then it rained and i had to get into the sea to fill the umbrella with water and that was part two. anyway. i had water to drink.

i dont remember the third part but there was lightning and it ended with me under a crested wave, my umbrella gone

 and it was very distressing

graveyard: do you believe any conspiracy theories? if so, which ones?

i believe all the stuff abt am.r/ca’s influence in inciting gl/bal confl.ct (nsa don’t interact)

this is the end

10. what song sums up this year for you?

were not gonna take it - twisted sister

20. did you develop a new obsession?

oh, yes ;) :’)

30. did you fall in love?

unfortunately no

40. did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didnt?

well it didnt really start happening this year, but yknow i thought id be more– together by now (for lack of a better term). i thought i was being more responsible and– really i thought i was happier than ive been in a long while, but it turns out uhhh life is complicated and yeah this is a bad moment in time for me.

50. what do you wish for yourself?

i wish to be better motivated and better able to communicate with people

25. come what may - the last bison

50. swimming - florence + the machine