#thedruproject

I LOVE CHRISTOPHER ANDREW “DREW” LEINONEN! I Miss Drew Leinonen Very Much. I am posting 2 Songs that Remind Me of Andrew Leinonen, maybe to Bring My Gay Lover Back to LIFE! I Will Always Remember How Drew Kissed Me — Kissed My Ears, Nipples and Mouth and Gave Me a Hickey. I don’t know if Drew is or was Asian American; however, I felt Zen coming from him through the Purity of Garlic from his Saliva that I noticed in me Over 10 Years Later in which I noticed my Saliva became like His. I sensed maybe some Cream Cheese, Sushi, Japanese-Chinese Green Tea, and Seaweed in his Genes?… I now Eat Seaweeds and Sushi, Enjoy Eating Cream Cheese with Bagels, Drink Green Teas and Garlic, and am Reminded of How Drew Physically Connected to Me and So Many People through these Songs. I wish that I could have kissed his Nipples. Drew Opened Up A Doorway into My Life Path to Choose Zen and to Really Appreciate Asians. ;D I am Glad that Drew’s Friends Took Care of Him Along the Way. I Haaate What Happened to Drew Leinonen. It breaks my Heart. I Wish I Could Have Been Your Ninja, Drew, at the Orlando Mall. May Our Beloved Scientists Cure and Vaccinate US All from HIV/AIDS, and Our People Cut Taxes to Lower Prices for Bullet Proof Vests to be Sold at All Gay and Straight Nightclubs, Walmarts, Amazon, and Everywhere Else. Tax Cuts could have lowered HIV/AIDS Medications Prices but Republicans scared Gays from Voting for Tax Cuts. 🌳🧘🏻‍♂️🧘🏻🧘🏻‍♀️🧘🏽🧘🏽‍♂️🌳🌤️🌏🌎

Today I wore orange for Drew, the 49 taken at Pulse, and for any other person whose life has ended too soon due to senseless and preventable gun violence. #SurvivorStrong

"When all Americans are treated as equal, no matter who they are or whom they love, we are all more free."- Barack Obama Happy Pride Month 2018!!! United We Stand... #TheDruProject #LGBTQPride #loveisloveisloveislove #celebratinglifeandlove #equalityforall #lovethewayyouwant #livebeautifullytogether #livebeautifullyeveryday

I've been trying to find the words to talk about what happened over the weekend. & I've been trying to remember every moment we spent time together. Whether it was going to Steak n Shake at 1 in the morning just because, bickering on LiveJournal because we were bitchy Geminis, playing DDR at an arcade, spending summers listening to shitty (amazing) pop music together, having introspective conversations, going to the beach with the rest of the crew, or just hanging out in one of our dorm rooms / apartments, eating fish sticks and playing video games. We were two of the only non-drinkers in our friend group and bonded over that. We both started GSAs at our high schools and we bonded over that. We had so many amazing, beautiful, wonderful times. I find it hard to believe they're gone. & people always ask me what my hangup is with ampersands. Why do I have one tattooed on me? Why are they all over my apartment? & so today, as I was about to take Baxter out, his leash fell like this. I looked down and all I could do was tear up. & I believe something always has to come after "and." It connects people. It connects us. I am here, thinking about Drew & Juan & Orlando & Pulse & going there several times a week because it was one of our safe places & my LGBTQ+ family & the experiences we shared together & love & justice & my heart is fucking breaking. But we are still connected. & hug those people. Tell the ones you love how much you love them. Each & every one of them. All the time. I love you, Drew Leinonen. You're gone too soon. I am so glad I got to see you when I was home. I hope you're seeing me now, wearing the glasses you picked out for me and a Mickey Mouse shirt because it's Orlando campy AF and that's the way we'd have it. <3