hey binch! @thedarkslayer! i fuckin love you so here, have this bullshit mehane ficlet i wrote!
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Faith feels stupidâno, make that absolutely fucking ridiculousâsitting on the bench sheâs claimed, a black coffee sheâs not going to drink in her hand and a tattered backpack full of comic books and a handful of stakes (to give it that bulging, college feel) slouched next to her.
She just couldnât take another day of sitting alone in that motel room, waiting till sunset to see some action. Sheâs not sure why she figured people watching at the local university would make her feel connected or whatever.
Lurking on the edge of all the activity only makes her feel lonelier.
Fucking stupid.
Shaking her head at herself, Faith scans the green. There are a bunch of douchebags playing frisbee, a group of girls gathered at a picnic table with open textbooks theyâre very clearly not reading, and about a hundred kids walking to and from class.
With all the hustle and bustle, it makes no sense that Faithâs eyes are drawn to the girl in the full-length skirt thatâs huddled by the pay phone. And yetâŚ.
She canât see the girlâs face from where sheâs sitting, but itâs clear from the way sheâs holding herself that sheâs uncomfortable. As Faith watches, she notices how the girlâs shoulders hunch. Like sheâs trying to curl in on herself, make herself as small as possible.
Faith gulps. Sheâs familiar with that particular impulse.
She should look awayâitâs clearly a private conversationâbut Faith watches as the girl hangs up the phone and turns around. With her face in clear view, she can make out tear tracks on her full cheeks.
And she keeps watching as the girl paces away from the phone and folds herself into a seated position under the big sycamore on the far side of the quad.
Before she thinks too hard about itâher specialtyâFaith gets up and gathers her shit. Sheâs settling against the trunk of the tree moments later, keeping enough distance to be polite but sitting close enough that strangers might see them and suspect theyâre together.
She keeps her eyes focused on her fingers as she picks off the remains of her black nail polish, but she can feel the girlâs gaze on her face.
After several seconds, Faith finally looks up.
The girlâs still staring, and upon seeing her face up close, Faith notices three things instantly.
Thereâs a strand of dark blonde hair stuck to the wetness on her cheek and it looks uncomfortable, but Faithâs sure as hell not gonna be the one to fix that problem for her (no matter how strong the impulse is).
She wants to punch herself in the face for thinking that the girlâs clear, blue eyes are similar to a sky spanning out over a meadow.
Even crying, she has the kindest fucking face Faithâs ever seen.
Caught off guard, Faith says the first stupid thing that comes to her mind. âYo, you want a stick of gum?â
Then she kinda regrets it because she only has a couple pieces left and thereâs not actually room in her budget for an extra pack right now.
âUm, n-no thank you,â the girl says, her smile widening ever-so-slightly.
Except now that sheâs turned it down, Faith has the urge to insist she take it.
(What the fuck is wrong with her backward ass brain anyway?)
âCome on. No one wants you to get that dry, mucus, cry taste in your mouth. The gumâll make you feel better,â she says, pulling her pack out of her pocket.
The girl doesnât argue, accepting the gift silently.
After an awkward second of stillness and uncertainty, Faith asks, âYou a student here?â
The girlâs face clouds. âFor now.â
The somber way she says it makes Faith think she knows what the topic of her phone call was about.
âWell Iâm not,â she says quickly, extra share-y for some reason. âCame here to watch the people like a certifiable creep.â
The girl blinks a couple times, clearly not sure how to respond to that. Who could blame her?
âIâm Faith, by the way.â
âTara,â Tara says, holding out her hand.
They shake and then fall silent.
Itâs Tara that braves the awkwardness this time. âY-youâre not creepy, you know.â
Faith turns and cocks an eyebrow at her. âOh, yeah? I approached a complete stranger and forced gum on her. Sounds pretty creepy to me.â
Tara grins and itâs kinda blinding how beautiful her face is. âYou comforted me without knowing me. Most people wouldnât bother.â
Faith frowns down at her lap. âMaybe I was being selfish. Maybe I did it more for me than for you.â
Tara tentatively reaches out and grabs Faithâs wrist, her thumb landing on the inside where sheâll be able to feel Faithâs pulse.
The weirdest part is, Faith lets her.
âMaybe thatâs lucky for both of us.â
Faith feels kinda itchy all over suddenly, like thereâs a warm tingling under her skin that she needs to claw out. But in a good way?
When she lifts her head to look at Tara, sheâs watching her with a knowing, open expression, red-rimmed eyes and rosy cheeks.
âGuess weâll find out,â she says, her voice quiet and lacking her usual bravado.
Tara releases her and nods. âI have a good feeling, anyway.â
Faith feels stupid for having hope after all this timeâŚbut sheâs inclined to agree.
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