#thecoreofanjali

My success is your success,

You're my husband and I'm your wife

Your success is my success,

As we chose to share this life.

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When you're down and empty,

I promise to fill you up,

And when I have nothing left to give,

I know you'll fill my cup.

Taking life lessons and growth,

As we learn individually,

Sharing our joy and pain,

As we ascend spiritually.

Holding hands on this road,

That we chose to walk together,

Dedicating to one another,

That we'll stay true to 'forever.'

And as time unfolds,

Our connection grows,

Love immersed on an incline,

Ready for whatever life throws.

And though some days are tough,

We choose to humble the ego self,

We choose to live in understanding,

Embracing every feel to be felt.

And everyday we each feel lucky,

To be able to assist one another,

In this schooling of the soul,

And grow as friends and lovers.

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Renewed cycles,

Nature connected,

Let our love be that,

Of which generations are affected

As they, Live. in Our. Love.

Because it, Heals.

I feel so free.

Unchained, from restraints,

Of past traumas,

I feel like me.

I feel so free.

No frustration, from expectations,

Of someone else's love,

When I have love in me.

I feel so free.

No deprivation, of appreciation,

I work so hard, &

I am grateful for me.

I feel so free.

Separation, 1 is the equation,

No need for validation,

I see and validate me.

I feel so free.

Birthed life, amidst heartache and strife,

Found the tools to survive,

I re-birthed me.

I feel so free.

Taken time to connect, reflect,

Detect, reject and correct,

I see growth in me.

I feel so free.

Knowing the key is to accept,

Light and dark bring depth,

All part of the journey, to me.

To have you here,

On my side,

At the right time,

Elevating my mind,

Opening my eyes,

I’m on an incline.

To have you here,

Transcending the soul plane,

You came to find me,

Connect with me physically,

Found a home in my body,

I feel that you knew and know me.

To have you here,

Refreshing my perspective,

Teaching me a new way to live,

Elevating me to receive what you give,

Reminding me of the collective.

To have you here,

Has positively changed me,

Elevated me completely,

Never knew of a love so deeply,

You merge with my aura so sweetly.

To have you here,

When one day I’ll be gone,

But through you my essence will live on,

In the soul plane, I’ll be the one,

Coming to find you and watch over you.

To have you here,

What a gift to receive,

What a love to conceive,

One that exceeds my beliefs,

How you bring me relief,

To have you here,

The power you hold,

The love that you mould,

The lessons that unfold,

The teachings that I now hold,

Just from your essence

To have you here,

Is my world.

The skies grow clouds that cry with me,

that weep at all this uncertainty,

that pain and pain in memory of you,

thick greyness covering the blue,

a gaping hole inside my soul,

a grief so intense and out of my control,

the Earth hears my tears as it weeps with me,

How blessed I am to know you,

To receive your wonderful essence,

To be in your calm, away from harm,

Even momentarily, just in your presence.

You had belief in me when I had naught,

Reminded me these things were just taught,

Told me I had to relearn some lessons,

That knowledge would be my greatest weapon,

Pushed me to pursue my passion,

Promised that you knew it would happen,

Showed me love when I was at loss,

Took time out for me just because,

Helped me rebuild self-worth,

Reminded me of my purpose on earth,

Though I felt wronged and hurt,

You gave me the tools to revert,

Back to the love that lives deep within,

Showed me it's where it'd always been,

How grateful I am to know you,

Because of you, I grew..

It tears me apart inside,

Because, this comfort i cannot hide.

It is only your shoulder that i find solace on,

Though it is no longer my right

Pure sounds of singing birds in your essence

Revealing flashes of heaven

How could I ever replace you?

Promise myself to another and then face you?

I just can’t figure out what it is,

That maintains this soul tie,

But as always, I preach it’s beauty,

As a taster of the love of the Almighty High

But, as my life progresses and moves,

My circumstances change,

Interactions become rearranged,

You absent at number one will be strange.

All I can do is appreciate the present,

And enjoy how deeply this river flows,

And trust that as each event unfolds,

All is as should be,

In unity with how my story is destined to go..

Maybe I say this just for my sanity?

Sweet feelings of solitude,

As I enter my home of silence,

No voices, no muffles,

Yet the air is just so vibrant

Just solace surrounding my spirit

Making me feel comfort in being alone,

If a home is to be my home,

I must feel safe, first, on my own,

And I am not afraid of desolation,

Because it is but a ray in the spectrum,

I dance around, prance around,

And shout my reign upon my essence,

Because I possess the control,

I am the owner, the boss,

And the decider of what is what,

Therefore I can never be at loss,

I feel a consolation seeping through my skin,

because this is a feeling I have never felt before,

I know I finally possess an understanding,

of this philosophically spiritual law.

Is this, really, truly, inner peace?