#thebackroads

#monday #travel #thebackroads #palmbeachvintage #antiquerowwpb https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm-yTW2AkSB/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=bpua15wym5v1

#murraythetiger goes on a #roadtrip through #thebackroads of #themound 🌻 (at Flower Mound, Texas)

Lurch... @noahlane_ #thebackroads

I am still in the psychiatric unit. I am allowed an hour leave a day, which allows me to go over to the main hospital and get a cup of coffee and a puzzle book. We're allowed to receive parcels here, so I've ordered a pack of coloured pens and some adult colouring in books which have always seemed to unlock my creativity. I did have some coloured pencils but they are all now blunt or snapped and we're not allowed to sharpen them. My parcel will arrive on monday morning. I am very tired all the time, probably because there is very little do other than eat and sleep... and though we try to find stuff to do, it's hard to find the motivation to actually do it. I've been playing my violin and trying to get involved with the occupational therapy, so I've been keeping myself as busy as I can. Poetry, unfortunately, is coming slow. I sat in front of a blank page today and nothing came. I couldn't even try free-writing, i just had nothing to say. What is there to say?

It's okay to say the bad stuff to the ones you call your friends. Is it okay, then, for them to close you off, choose not to listen. Is it okay, then, for you to curl up and cry and grieve for those who you never owned, who never cared, who never once took the time and stopped to tell you It's okay.