next to the general tediousness of it all...the secondary "oof" with the hack and all is realizing exactly who cares about you....
they sent those messages out to everyone on my list and open chats. meaning my former roommates and supposed friends from my the place i've called home for 6 years
.....not a single one of them have tried to message to check up on me. they all have my real phone number. they can easily message me and ask what happened or let me know like some others did but...nothing...so either they have me outright muted or they simply do not care...and idk which one hurts worse lmao
like i suspected none of them really considered me...anything anymore
bc one of them just...stopped talking to me about 3 months before i left, right after agreeing to try and plan a get together to say goodbye, which they never followed through with despite me trying to message multiple times. my roommates were actively going to visit them (i was never invited) so i know they were socializing....but ouch??
and then the 3 roommates have been dodging me since i moved, i cant even get them to talk to me long enough to square away getting my stuff sent to me....
like...people i havent talked to in nearly a decade messaged me asking if everything was okay...and they....damn okay....
