i see u but there was that picture that i posted earlier from so many birthdays where they had their currentish appearance

also even if rose was mother-ish they were still like seasoned warriors so i’d assume like teen pearl wasn’t like fighting a war

My Tumblr Crushes:

afloweroutofstone

neoliberalismkills

scum--manifesto

thatonecrazygingerinthecorner

thepeoplesfriend

ghostofcommunism

anarchist-bunburyist

anarchamarxistdrowfeminism

i sat outside my band director's (who's also the marching band director so i kinda sorta know him) office for a little while waiting until my actual time to go in, but i felt awkward about warming up cuz stuff was going on in a few other rooms nearby... i did a little bit tho and then he came out

his daughter was there because schools are canceled but that was cool

i walked in and went for the chair and he was like 'stand or sit' then i was like oh shit i forgot you're supposed to stand for this stuff

he asked me a little about myself and i gave him some sorta awkward response (kinda the abridged version of my life too). he mentioned that i sounded nervous (great) which i was bc i suck at the audition process (pretty good at actual auditions tho hehe) and it was a little weird because it's like chair auditions for the lowest band. but he knows my hs band director (whose name is anthony) and calls him tony which is great

i warmed up a smidge in front of him then got to play 2 major scales of my choice, which was weirdly awkward. those were fine although i've lost a little of my ~scale precision~

my piece went pretty well. it was a solo so all the orchestra breaks were awk (even tho i shortened them). i had cut some parts to get it under 5 mins (i think what i had planned to play was like 4:20 ish ayy) but he cut me off a little early. kinda good tho because the end was a bit hit or miss

he said i had good sound yay!!

then he asked me a few more school type questions like major which i'm not totally sure of and he said that i didn't sound very sure when i gave a response lol

not really sure why i typed all of this out. i wanted to say a couple of these things but ended up saying all of them lol

They closed the elementary and middle schools here, no word on the high school yet - updates from back in the hood

I don’t have a physics textbook but I have a psych one wanna read that instead

nooo i don't think that would help

i just finished a series that had no laws of physics applied to it so...

3:A song that makes you feel badass : Immortals - Fall Out Boy

6:A song that makes you feel heart broken : Touch Love - Yoon Mirae

9:A song that makes you cry : Forever and Always - Parachute

12:A song you love : Bye Bye Bye - N’Sync

15:A song that makes you sing : Any song in the HSM soundtrack

18:The last song you listened to : Irresistable Lips - BTOB 

21:The first five songs on your ipod on shuffle : 1.Shadow - Beast, 2.Human - Christina Perri, 3.No More - Beast, 4.Starts With Goodbye - Carrie Underwood, 5.Is It You - Cassie (Andi Gee remix)

24:The song you last sang : From The Inside Out - Hillsong

27:A song that you can fall asleep to : You Can Cry - BTOB

30:A song you wish everyone would listen to : 1230 by Beast - especially the live version, I know people aren’t into kpop but their voices are amazing honestly. Or The Winter’s Tale by BTOB - its freaking adorable.

33:A song with a story behind it : What Are Words - Chris Medina

thatonecrazygingerinthecorner

I'M SO SORRY THIS IS LIKE A WEEK LATE I WANTED TO WAIT UNTIL I HAD AN ACTUAL COMPUTER INSTEAD OF JUST MY PHONE TO POST THIS. But ye thanks!!!!! You're pretty rad yourself.

Uhhhh five things I like about myself huh… I think I've done this before but idk what I put down so if there are repeats I'm just not gonna care about it B)

I'm a Christmas gift goddess. Like, I probably prize my self-worth on the quality of Christmas presents I buy for people. THOUGH I'M PROBABLY JUST GETTING AHEAD OF MYSELF IDK IF PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE THE THINGS I GIVE THEM.

My hair???? Honestly it's really messy and gross and it has no volume in the right places and all the volume in the wrong places but it's the one part of me that doesn't completely disgust me so yes

I can paint. Not that well, but I think I'm pretty ok??

DEBATE PROBABLY. Tbh I'm not even good but it's the only thing I have that I can consider as a skill besides painting

Yeah let’s go!!

S- A random fact about yourself : I got H1N1 when I was 11. It was not a pretty experience honestly. ew bad memories. 

H- Do I smoke/drink?: Nope I don’t! 

A- Why my last relationship ended. : We didn’t agree on a lot of things, particularly on how often we had to meet up. So it ended. 

N- Favourite place to shop at? : I really like stradivarius and factorie :)

N (changed to T) - Age I get mistaken for? It can range anything from 17 to 21. Although that’s way off.

O- My eye colour : In the light, its apparently a brown.