#thankyouforchecking

late summer station Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51

not gonna sugar-coat anything this time, other than my yearly busy summer, this year I’ve been struggling and fighting with personal+mental problem all summer… yeee, been busy alright, went several countries, multiple cities, meeting so many peoples, yet… I do have a rather heavy problem throughout this summer, something that might be a curse for me loving summer so much

intergalactic station Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51

hard to explain, but I called it a hanabi or fireworks complex.. you know hanabi or fireworks right? you waited and prepared for it excitedly, got super happy and awed during the amazing show, yet it didnt last long… and soon after, everything went quit and silent… that would totally illustrate my summer experiences this year…

getting new hope, having crazy adventures, experiencing a feeling that I havent felt for so long, and being NOT lonely for once! everything was happening so fast!!! July to August were the time when everything was so HYPED, was super excited and happy for once!!! yet… as they said, easy come, easy go… at the end of September, it seems all the happiness and good things suddenly stripped away from me… like never even happened, and im still trying to digest that fact now.. so yeah, much like hanabi huh?

from a crazy quick lay-over in Akiba, about 2 hours only,

to finally able seeing the fabled Kyoto’s Evangelion base,

to midnight exploration on ancient temple in a mountain side......

………to finding a giant Tachikoma in a sleepless night deep inside Yokohama after missing my train, lolol

aint saying not grateful or anything, those amazing things sure is a permanent memory for me, something that will be a permanent thing in my life, but it’s just… I do hope it will last.. then again, my fault to even dare hoping then, hahah… heavy… but yeah, maybe that would be a good experience for a summer lover dude like me, all happiness come only during summer, dang… heavy..

not even sure what gonna happen after summer 2023, what would the future brings me… and honestly, it’s quite scary… for once, kinda afraid… really afraid… yet for now, just trying to continue living

composure Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51

one thing for sure tho, it’s getting colder out there… autumn sure is coming… much like how I feel inside, hahah, and boi how I missed all of 2023 summer experience and personal happiness I had… if only it could last…

summer dusk Taken by nuo2x2 with Galaxy A51

summer gate Taken by nuo2x2 with Vivo V19

another sudden hiatus these couple of weeks, and Im sorry for that

if you around in my other Socials as well, you might have noticed I complained A LOT bout my summer this year… I felt like Im gonna spend another summer in pandemic mode, yet again.. it wasn’t bout FOMO, but I just feel very, VERY tired of spending my summer in pandemic mode

yet again, careful what you wished for! turns out I was just having a late, super late blooming summer this year! and it was SUPER overwhelming!!! ^^’

ahem, yeah… reason for my recent disappearance in any of my Socials, I might have spent one of the craziest summers in my life, hahahahaw!!! granted, t’was super late, things just started to become interesting from late August through whole September… still, cant complain at all!!!

really enjoyed the whole experience, from new assignment, vacation, daily events, to hosting my own events; hobbies and professional related; local, regional, to international scope; hahah

cyberpunk aquarium shop Taken by nuo2x2 with Vivo V19

man… how I missed these feelings… turns out what I badly need in recovering from this ever-increasing gloomy life must be outdoorsy activities… and oh, also some social boost for sure!!!

I apologize for my sudden disappearance in all my (digital) Socials… but again, I don’t regret my decision

thank you for checking on me, many of you even DMed or trying to contact me multiple times, most I believed I have replied… but if not, no worries, I’m totally fine, just spending too much time outdoorsy this summer… like the good olden days, hahah

make sure to stay around tho, Im back to my regular post schedule, aaaaaand…. It’s October… y’know what that means right????? Halloween time baby!!!

for now, let me finish up my summer materials a bit, just to close the loop... still got some summer steam on me atm