Prompto and Noctis are sleeping soundly, curled around each other with their fingers laced together and lot of unresolved conversation waiting to be had, in the Princeās bed. The Citadel is hyper aware of them just the same.
Ignis stands at attention, Gladiolus beside him, in the rear of the throne room as Regis argues with several of his advisors about the potential problems that may arise from the Lucian heir marrying a male.
Itās a half-hearted discussion at best, theyāve all known Noctis long enough to realize heās likely to abdicate if they try to prevent him from this. He appears spoiled often, but he pays for things with money he earns, he cares about his people and does his best. In many ways, heās just a normal teenager who spends an inordinate amount of time around big money. If they try to take the one person heās actually asked to be allowed to spend time with, the one thing heās asked of them for himself, heāll turn away from his duty without much thought.
If they want him to save the world, like destiny says heās going to, they have to let him save himself first and Prompto is the most likely person to help him along the way.
Ignis, personally, doesnāt care much about the reasoning. He cares that Noctis is in love and that Prompto is equally smitten and that theyāre just a couple of kids who are doing things all backwards.
Gladioās phone buzzes again and they slide closer together, looking at it without drawing attention to themselves.
The crownsguard and glaive are texting furiously about the new devlopement, but unlike the councilmen, theyāre supportive and amused.
-How long until Prompto tries to get us to raise chocobos?
-I give it two weeks after the wedding.
-Okay, twenty crowns on that.
-Youāre fuckinā on Crowe!
-Oi, you lot better not be texting on duty! Also, kidās awful shy about asking for things, I give it a solid year or Noctis gets them as a gift.
Gladio rolls his eyes and chimes in
-Weāll have āem before thereās a wedding, Noctis blurted out the proposal, theyāve gotta actually go through dating first.
-Please, with the way theyāve made eyes at each other for the last couple years? Wedding in no more than six months or Iāll eat Nyxās cooking.
-Hey!
-Yeah fuck you man.
-Ladies and Gentlemen you have jobs to be doing. I suggest you do them. Also, official bets can be placed in my office.
-Yes sir!
The last text is repeated from various members of the staff and Ignis blinks in surprise, Cor getās group texts...he wonders who else is seeing them.
A glance at the King confirms his suspicions as Regis subtly looks at his wrist where Ignis knows he wears a watch that shows him texts. He catches Ignisā eyes and nods very slightly before continuing to listen to the men who have moved to arguing about when the wedding should take place.
In another part of the Citadel the Prince wakes. His eyes roam the planes of Promptoās familiar but no less beloved features and he immediately groans, flopping over on his back.
Beloved. What is he, a character in a romance novel?
āDude, whatever your damage is, can it wait until Iāve slept more?ā
Noctis snorts as Promptoās sleepy voice breaks the pseudo-silence. He squeezes Promptoās fingers and releases his hand, yawning widely and stretching.
āMmmm...ā
Prompto knows the nuances of Noctisā hums by now and he sighs, prodding the Prince.
āLook...we need to maybe talk about my parents, and the fact that you asked me to marry you, because as much as...I mean-Iām not saying no? but, as much as I would love that...dude.ā
Noctis grunts his agreement and Prompto continues, āIād like to just, kiss you and maybe grab some food together in a not best friends way first? Then I guess, we can talk about it?ā
Noctis reaches an arm out and Prompto rolls his eyes, sliding under it and laying against Noctis. Itās not unfamiliar but itās been a long time since theyāve slept like this and itās got a new meaning now, but itās still relaxing.
āYeah. Kennyās tomorrow?ā
āYeah....uh-kiss now?ā
āYeahā
Prompto licks his lips and scoots so he can press his lips to Noctisā. Itās gentle and nice, just the pressure of their lips and the slide of them as they move together to get comfortable. Noctis sighs a bit and Prompto hums in response, licking over Noctisā lower lip.
The light touch is returned and they slowly taste each other, keeping things slow and languid. Warmth spreads through Promptoās whole body as he carefully rolls his tongue over Noctisā and he feels the slight upward curve of Noctisā lips under his. They part with twin sighs and Noctis kisses Promptoās forehead lightly, making them both turn a bit red.
āSleep...need more.ā
āMe too.ā
Promptoās out before Noctis and he counts it as a victory in itās own way.
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Ignis is usually careful about parking, usually he doesnāt slap the royal pass under the wipers and leave the meter maid to deal with the fact that heās left the car partially in a fire lane. Usually he is also not on the receiving end of texts from Noctis that leave him questioning the immediate health and safety of the Prince. Or the Princeās best friend.
Ignis thinks, as he rushes up the walk in a still very unruffled seeming way, that he needs to evaluate some things, because he knows if Noctis was the one heād been texted about he probably still wouldāve bothered to take time parking. Prompto though...Prompto had found the softest spot in his heart and made a home, slotting himself in somewhere between Ignisā exasperated affection for Noctis and warm love for Gladiolus.
He doesnāt bother with knocking, simply lets himself into Promptoās home and locates the blonde where Noctis has him laying on the couch. Noctisā hands are fluttering over Prompto and thereās more worry than Ignis is used to seeing in the Princeās face.
He takes a steadying breath and announces his presence, setting the bag of supplies on the floor near Prompto.
āNoctis. Whatās happened?ā
Prompto blinks at him slowly and curls in on himself more, the image of an injured fawn comes to mind as Ignis watches Promptoās chin disappear under the blankets Noctis has piled on him.
Noctis splays a hand out, fingers wide. He doesnāt know how much he should explain, he knows some of the reasons but itās Promptoās choice what Ignis knows, so he goes with the basics.
āIām not sure exactly, but when I go here he was half frozen in the bathroom. He was sitting on the floor half soaked and none of the heat in the house was on.ā
Noctis seeās in the way Prompto is also listening to him that his friend probably is more out of touch than he thought.
Ignis nods firmly, āIāll retrieve a towel to dry his hair. He needs body heat now, Noctis strip down and lay next to him, I will bring some hot tea.ā
Itās a testament to Noctisā concern that he starts dropping clothes, usually not the type to bare his body easily. Ignis has seen him in various states of dress plenty of times, but itās still jarring to see the jagged scar that crosses his back.
He shakes himself and goes about getting the things they need. The warm clothes heād brought as well as the preventative medicine can wait.
Noctis slides under the blanket and pulls Prompto against him, hissing a little at the contact. He wishes the circumstances were different, that they were curled together for better reasons.
Prompto shudders and noses him, muscles painfully tight but beginning to loosen as Noctis holds him.
ā ām wet?ā
Noctis barely catches the mumbled question and frowns, nodding.
āYeah, dude, how long were you in the bathroom?ā
Prompto shrugs against him, āDunno. Iām sorry. I t-tried...but I couldnāt stop thinking and I sorta..l-lost it.ā
Noctis hums lowly, acknowledging, he smells Promptoās hair and immediately cringes. Itās not water, Prompto is drenched in his own sweat as he shakes against Noctis, muscles finally loosening to allow him to shiver again. Itās a good thing but it still makes Noctisā heart ache as Ignis returns and begins to carefully towel dry Promptoās hair.
He decides to hold off on the tea until Promptoās doing a bit better but he opens his bag and starts activating emergency heat packets, passing them to Noctis to place carefully between the blankets covering himself and the blonde.
It still takes a while for Prompto to get warm enough that he seems cognitive and Noctis watches his eyes droop in exhaustion. The Prince himself is a little too warm, but he knows Prompto needs him for more than just body heat.
āNoct-Iām sorry. I thought I was gonna be alright and Iām sor-ā
Noctis shakes his head, hugging Prompto tighter, āItās alright Prompto. Just rest, we can talk about it once youāre alright again.ā
Thereās another slight nod and Ignis moves to press the mouth of a water bottle to Promptoās lips, leaning heavily into Noctisā body to do so. Noctis doesnāt protest though, Prompto needs the fluids.
They give him time then, time to just relax until heās nearly asleep against Noctis and their temperatures have evened out to something comfortable and safe. Promptoās nose is pressed to Noctisā collarbone and Noctisā fingers are laced in his hair, rubbing it gently between the pads.
āHey, Prom...whereāre your parents?ā
Usually they show up at least once, even if itās just to grab something and itās been hours now with nothing. Promptoās shoulders tense immediately thought and Noctis pushes him so he can look in his eyes.
āPrompto?ā
The blondeās eyes are moist and he takes a shuddering breath in, āI donāt...Noct. They...last month they decided that they needed to be close to where they work but they didnāt want me to move with them and I...theyāre gone.ā
Prompto trails off and the room is silent for a long moment before Ignisā incredulous voice sounds.
āPrompto, are you saying theyāve simply left you here?ā
Prompto nods, hiding his face against Noctis again as a sob runs through him and Noctis feels like a rug has been ripped from under him. His best friend, the person heās in love with, has been hurting and he didnāt seeā¦
Prompto pushes out, āItās alright, Iām dealing with it, mostly. Things were weird between us anyways but itās been hard not to letā¦ā He chokes on tears for a moment, āI just feel kinda numb about it but I keep over thinking everything else and I, I know that most people donāt really want me around and I get left behind a lot-ā
Noctis inhales sharply, he knows where this is headed. āPrompto, itās not because of you. They made their decisions because theyāre workaholics, not because of you! I donāt know whatās going on with them but, I-fuckā¦ā
He isnāt good at this, he canāt comfort with words and he doesnāt know how to give Prompto the things he needs, the reassurance that his parentās hadnāt abandoned him because heād done something wrong, that Prompto still has him, him and Ignis and Gladio. He wants to take the warm love and the comfort and understanding Prompto always gives him and pour it back into the blonde but he doesnāt know how.
Finally he just gives up on words entirely and presses a gentle kiss to Promptoās cheek. The blondeās breath stops entirely and Noctis immediately panics a bit, shuffling them around so heās leaning over Prompto even as Ignis huffs behind him.
āNoct?ā
He blushes, sometimes he forgets he hasnāt actually told Prompto how he feels yet. Itās the worst timing, but maybe itāll help a little...he isnāt sure but heās saved from the words threatening to suffocate him by Ignis just the same.
āIf youāre feeling up to it Prompto, I believe you should eat something small. Then I believe that both Noctis and myself would feel much better if you came to stay at the citadel. I also feel you should know that Iāve informed Gladio and if you refuse he is threatening to come and carry you there. It will give you the time you and Noctis need to speak to one another,ā Noctis catches the knowing tone in Ignisā voice and blushes again, āand give you the resources to discuss what happens since you are not yet fully independent. Youāre parents will be contacted about their negligence.ā
Promptoās cheeks are dusted a light red but he still tries to protest, āN-no, Iggy, itās fine they just needed away, I get it!ā
Ignis isnāt about to deal with that though and Noctis can see the response before it comes but he is still surprised by both the vehemence and the genuine concern in Ignisā demeanor.
āItās not fine Prompto, they cannot simply leave their child behind without any warning, let alone bothering to explain themselves to him. If they truly want you out of their lives they are fools and we will do our best to give you the family you deserve. Regis would not mind another son.ā
Prompto is staring open mouthed and Noctis finds the sudden image of Prompto and his father becoming closer, of Prompto in a nice white suit, of royal rights so Prompto really would be a prince, but certainly not Noctisā brother, fills his mind.
Heās getting ahead of himself though and he coughs a little, even as Ignis clears his throat and leaves to pack Prompto a bag.
āWow...Iām dead arenāt I? I passed out and froze to death in the bathroom, because Ignis could not have just told me we could be brothers?ā
Noctis snorts and blanches internally. Now or never, he guesses.
āYouāre not dead, youāre just a bit dense. Ignis didnāt say you could be my brother, he said you could be another son to my father. A Prince.ā
Promptoās expression is confused but not unhopeful if still a little hazy.
āWell if he adopted me, then Iād totally be your brother and-wait, oh...shit a Prince!?ā
Noctis huffed and rolled his eyes, āYeah a Prince dude, but not my brother because itād be really weird if I was married to my brother.ā
Oh. Not exactly how Noctis meant to phrase the fact that he was in love with the blonde. Shit.
āI...oh. I mean-I-uh- Itād be weird if I was in love with my brother?ā
Itās too late though, Promptoās eyes are huge and his cheeks are twin flames as he gasps trying to come up with words.
āYou love me? YOU...you want to marry me?ā
It comes out half shout, half whisper and Noctis bites his lip and shrugs a bit, laying back down properly and hugging Promptoās shocked for again.
āI mean, I did that all backwards...but yeah?ā
Prompto stares into his eyes until he hears Ignis moving closer, āAlright. I mean, iām gonna need a bit for any of this to be real to me, but if Iām not dreaming or dead...alright. Iāll marry you.ā
Noctis grins and then, āWait...I-no-we...can we do that? Can we skip being boyfriends?ā
In the hallway Ignis shoots a text to Gladiolus
āApparently they WERENāT dating yet? I do think Noctis just proposed however.ā
He figures that it wonāt take much time before that bit of information circulates in important circles and he deftly retrieves Noctisā and Promptoās forgotten phones, a few clicks and the messages display: Notifications Off.
Noctisā patience wore thin at the best of times and with ever passing hour he felt more likely to start tearing out his...well not his hair, but something.
Promptoās text, or more lack thereof, had him worried. He had known the blonde for years and never once had Prompto ever deleted a message. Heād sent plenty that he immediately tried to take back, but he believed that once something was said it was better to talk about it or to explain why he didnāt mean it than get rid of it entirely.
The meetings and Ignisā insistence that he finish his work for the day had kept him from leaving the citadel immediately after dressing that morning, but as he finished reading the last report assigned to him, he refused to hold back any longer.
His own text sat disconcertingly unanswered.
Prom, hey dude, sorry I was asleep, what did you need?
It had been sent hours ago and he knew that Prompto had to be awake by now. The lack of answer only made him more determined to go to the blonde.
Promptoās house was quiet as ever, the lack of activity a sadly familiar sight. Noctis had reconciled with Promptoās parentās lack of interest in their child a while ago but it was still frustrating, especially days like this.
He didnāt bother knocking, just used his own key to let himself in. Promptoās room was empty and there were no sounds coming from any of the living areas. Noctisā heart jumped into his throat and he summoned his daggers. His best friend could protect himself but Noctis wasnāt taking any chances.
He had a hand placed, fingers splayed, on the cherry wood door of Promptoās parents little used bedroom when he heard it. The faint sound of something moving. He turned and listened carefully, catching the sound again from the bathroom.
Noctis lifted a blade, curved back toward his arm and held to protect his vitals like Gladio had drilled into him, and carefully opened the door.
Promptoās head jerked up from where heād been slowly falling asleep curled on the cold tile floor. The blanket was tangled around him and his lips were slightly blue. His eyelids felt like weights and he registered Noctis standing in the doorway.
Immediately he tried to push himself up, tried to pull a smile out of the apathetic chill that had settled in his core. His lips were slow to respond and he could feel the way his face pulled was all...wrong.
Noctis saw it too, as his daggers vanished in a blue glow and the Prince nearly warped to Promptoās side.
āWhat the fuck dude?ā
Prompto shrugged and tugged the blanket, trying to pull it off of himself, but his fingers fumbled in their numbness. Noctis didnāt sound angry, just concerned and a hint scared, but Promptoās mood twisted the words.
āIām sorry. Iām fine, I just got too hot last night and shit...sorry. Whatās up?ā
He tried to force his uncooperative body to move, ignoring the way that his stomach clenches as he realizes heās still just in his boxers and Noctis will be able to see him. See the worthless shape of him.
The pale lines that mark his stomach and thighs, the way that thereās a little protrusion of extra skin, and worst of all, Noctis will be able to see the way his boxers hug his thighs. They are a little too small now and Prompto wants to vomit when he finally makes it too his feet.
He worked so hard and he wasnāt there just yet, and now he was gaining weight again. His hands fumble again, still frigid as he tried for a smaller, more natural looking smile.
āGods itās freezing in here, Iām so dumb!ā
Noctis isnāt having it though, not when he can see the shaky way that Prompto struggles, when he catches the misery in his friends eyes.
He doesnāt say anything though, just wraps an arm around Promptoās waist and pulls him to the living room. There will be time, he will make goddamned time, for Prompto to recover from whatever drove him to that bathroom. Noctis tugs out his phone as Prompto tries to tell him heās fine. Itās a testament to how not-fine he is that he uses few words and isnāt already distracted and babbling about something else.
Ignis, I need the week off. No arguments. Promptoās hurting and he needs me. Tell Cor he can shove his training regime if he argues.
Prompto is frowning at him, āYou donāt have to worry about me Noct.ā
And I need you to get here too. I think he might be a bit hypothermic. Iggy...please.
Prompto doesnāt last much longer, heās started shivering now and it hurts. He lays down on his couch as Noctis starts pulling blankets over him. Prompto wants to apologize again, he hates that heās made his Prince worry, hates how useless he is. He canāt do anything right and surely Noctis isnāt talking to him because heās angry.
The Angst Train has no breaks. I feel not great so i took it out on them. Whoops. Will add to this tomorrow, probably.
Hey Noct.
Too casual, his shaky finger taps the back button.
Hello-
No, no, no. Fuck.
Noct. Sorry, I know itās late as fuck. I just, I...can I call you?
Too desperate, he shortens it.
Noct, if youāre still up call me dude.
Yeah, thatās good. The send button though. Itās a daunting square on the bright screen of his phone and he swallows around the feeling of his throat trying to strangle him.
Promptoās been so good. Heās managed for a long time now, on his own, to keep it together. Noctis needs him for his laughter, for his jokes, and his normal-ness. He needs him for his ability to make things brighter.
Prompto wonāt be doing that if he presses send. Heās tucked in on himself, sitting with a blanket thatās a bit too thin draped over himself in the corner of his bathroom. The light is on and he feels the grit of too little sleep under his eyelids.
Itās not the first time heās been driven here by the tightness in his stomach or the way that he sometimes feels like screaming. He wishes it could be the last.
Itās pretty bad tonight, the overwhelming sense that heās not worth much of anything to anyone, let alone himself. Pictures of his time with Noctis lay carefully stacked around him and heās tried holding them, looking at them and remembering, but itās not enough.
He doesnāt know if heās going to throw up or if heās just cold enough his muscles hurt, but he doesnāt have the energy to stand up and find out.
The send button is still staring him in the face and he bites his lip, ignoring the sting of his teeth on already abused flesh. His thumb twitches and he makes a decision.
The message sends. He stares down at it for a long time, shuddering slightly as the chill settles in a little stronger. Maybe...maybe it was stupid.
In the late morning Noctis picks up his phone and opens a message from Prompto. Itās an automated notice though, that simply reads