#terrifyed

   the two had started to spend more time together, and andrew was not complaining by any means. the two had been through A LOT in past few months, years. it felt like it was never ending sometimes. andrew wasn’t sure if pete realized why they had been inviting them over to drews house more often. in their mind, it would be GOOD for the other, time away from a chaotic household. drew’s room wasn’t LARGE by any means, but it was cozy enough for the two to spend the night in. they had been getting closer to each other, but being close was still awkward for drew. they would constantly fumble over their words, worried about overstepping. drew had been rambling on about sleeping arrangements for the evening - ‘if you wanna sleep in the bed with me that’s cool dude, but you don’t gotta. you can for sure just sleep on the floor. or i can sleep on the floor!! whatever is more comfortable -’

   they are more nervous than they had ever been. everything had been so HARD, and it felt like it was getting harder. but peter was their friend, right?? surely he would understand, he wouldn’t judge them. they sit on the others bed, knee bouncing up and down nervously. half smoked joint sits in their hand, and they reach out, gesturing it towards the other. “you want this??” their words are EMPTY, and their head feels fuzzy. at this point, andrew doesn’t know if it is from the weed or the anxiety. 

   at first, she’s CONFUSED by his words, head tilting to the side a little.  then, she lets out a laugh, head shaking side to side for a moment.  “a li-little ... DARK puh-pete ... ”  she teases, moving her elbow to nudge at his side. 

   andrew can’t help but LAUGH as peter speaks, hands moving to run up and down their face. what could they say, they were the introspective type when they were high. they liked to discuss plots of many different things, but the bee movie had to be a personal favorite. 

   “huh??” head turns to glance at peter, eyes blinking at the question. she had been LOST in her HEAD again. it happened often, even if she didn’t want it to. shoulders lift into a shrug, because she didn’t really know how to answer. her mind was CLUTTERED today, and she found herself thinking about too much.