Okkotsu's love is sickening. Syrup laced over his sweet words like he's pre-picked every singleΒ thing he wants to say to you, like he's imagined this situation over, and over again in his mind. (Over and over, and over, and over.) The thought itself makes your gut churn in anticipation, makes you eager for more of what he has to give you. And, you guess it's normal. You guess you like it too. The hunger β the madness of it all. Because not only is his love sickening, it's hunger stricken and mad. Like somewhere in his past life he's lost, and lost, and lost all he has adored. He keeps you locked beside him constantly. at first its scary. His eyes are haunting, feels like somethings watching you constantly. (you're not sure you care, and you wonder if that makes you the crazy one.) you've grown accustomed to how being followed felt, but since youve started dating him its like the feeling has been amplified tenfold. How he was able to keep all this love from you for so long is dizzying to think about, much less how long he was pining for you. sometimes you wonder how long it'll take for him to swallow you whole. Till the hunger grows too large to ward away. You think you'll let him. You're more than sure that you'd stay. Because, how could you ever leave when he loves you so deeply, so passionately he's eating himself alive? How could you ever leave when his love is otherworldly, sent from the divine? You're nice, you'll cut the scraps off your body to sustain him if needed. You know he loves you so much he'd die. And now, you think, you're both just so alike.
