"Sakit dadaku, ku mulai merindu"
Pairings: beomgyu x reader
Summary
It's another one of those fun movie nights with beomgyu. You're having the best time with him until.....???
Genre: fluff, a sprinkle of angst ?
Warning(s)
Character death,su!c!de, suic!de attempt, no smut
Word count: I honestly dk but is short 😸
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You're cuddling with beomgyu while watching a movie. Nights like these were always his favourite. Cuddling together, eating your favourite snacks, laughing at the stupidest details in the movie, and most of all, being in your arms.
You also enjoyed it. You enjoyed seeing him so happy, you enjoyed seeing his smile and hearing his laughter and his touch. When he held your hand, it felt like the best thing it felt like all your problems had just disappeared. And whenever he kissed you, you couldn't help but turn red. You loved him so much but you still don't understand, why? 'Why me?" You were always obsessed with him ( in a good way). Any form of touch or any semblance of care and/or concern would make you fold for him instantly. Every time he said "I love you" it feels like unreal although you guys were already dating. But you would never admit it.
But today, something just feels off. It feels like a fever dream or some sort. It just didn't feel real. Every time you reach out to hold Beomgyu's hand, something just stops you from doing so. You get extra suspicious as you slowly realise he hasn't said anything at all during the whole movie so far. It isn't normal, it wasn't like him to do so - considering his normally bright and talkative attitude. You although, brush it off and continue watching.
Halfway through the movie, you start to doze off. Although you were sure you were in a deep sleep, you could feel beomgyu's arms wrapped tightly around you. That familiar, comforting touch. That moment felt like it lasted forever. Or, at least you wish it did.
About 20 minutes later, you could hear a soft voice calling you. "Y/N, wake up". It was odd considering not everyday you can hear People from outside talk in your sleep. Then you hear it again, "y/n wake up" but this time, you felt a slight nudge.
When you finally wake up, you find nobody but yourself in your bedroom. You're all alone with no signs of Beomgyu. "That's weird" you say, but you're too sleepy to get up and walk to the living room. Just as you were about to go to sleep, your room door opens. You're surprised, it was your best friend, Carmen. You're surprised to see her "Y/N !!!" She screamed, You couldn't understand why she was so pressed. "Please don't do it." She pleads. "What are you talking about?" You try to say in a panic, but for some reason, you don't think she heard it.
You suddenly feel a jolt in your body. It almost feels like you're falling. "Y/N!!" You hear her voice for the last time. And suddenly. You finally woke up. You were no longer on your bed. You were on a rooftop, beside Carmen. You tried to comfort her by hugging her and telling her that it was okay. But again, it felt like she couldn't hear you. "I'm sorry, I couldn't be there for you, I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner." She sobbed, now leaving you very confused. "What are you talking about? I'm right here !" You say but for some reason, your words never reach her.
Just as he gets up and walks you follow her. And when she gets to the edge of the rooftop, to your horror, there it was. It was you. You, but dead. Your eyes widened in shock. "B-but how can that be ?". That's when it all finally clicked.
______________6-7 hours ago______________
"I can't do this anymore. I can't keep living like this forever. What's the point? I don't even have a reason anymore." You already sent your last messages to everyone you loved. It was about 2 am at that time so you didn't expect anyone to reply. "I'm going to see you again, my love." While it was expected, it was your last words. Though, what wasn't expected was that Carmen was still up late at night doomscrolling. As soon as he got your message she got really worried and tried texting you and calling you but you never answered. You left your phone on DND and airplane mode so it wouldn't feel harder for you. Out of fear, she quickly tracked you and rushed to the rooftop. And there you were. Asleep. But when she realised it was too late. You slipped and fell to your death. She was absolutely devastated. But at least, you'll finally be happy, right? With your happily ever after.
And now, if you're dead, then who's reading this? I guess we'll never know.
