@tenshaiā sent in:Ā š¤ Hold my museās hand | turk vincent & baby seph
cold dread, that which sinks deep into his body and pulls at the strings of his heart, makes his knuckles turn paper white as he clenches fists tight to his sides. for all that vincent is, and all that he has become, he seems to know of pain far too intimately. it all started with youth, with silence as a close friend post the death of his mother. and his father, never speaking of all that he did, all that he desiredĀ -- kept in the dark,Ā ātil his very last breath. and even his love for lucrecia brings him pain, such terrible heartache, her body breaking down in the same ways that his own spirit does. like reflections in a cracked mirror, bound to break apart, shattering into nothingness.
he knows of that pain. itās why he fears being around the small one, not wanting to experience it all over again. all that he wants is for his heart to remain his own, sheltered in the small of his chest, so that he can turn away from the world once more and keep himself safe in the shadows of his ignorance. but that child ... so small and pale, eyes like a hunter prowling in tall blades of grass. careful, observant, gazing in ways that a child should not have to. sephiroth reminds him too much of all that has made him so sick, so tired and exhausted with human greed. he is a boy birthed from corruption.
and corrupted shall he stay.
but what can he do? turn him away, as all the others do? sephiroth often ventures out to find him, ignoring all of hojoās demands -- to seek him out, in the dark, damp coldness of this mansion, his small face like a ghost in dark corners. and vincent always sees him, always watches and waits for any further movement. there isnāt much for vincent to do. he cannot take him and flee, knowing that they would be tracked down immediately, vincent gunned downĀ ātil he returns to the planet. he cannot fully ignore him either, his own consciousness pleading him to do something for once -- to keep him company, even if itās for a small bit of his time.
ā sephiroth ... ā his smile is meek, tainted with all the horrors that he has seen and all that he can imagine in their bleak future. uncertain, a hand reaches out. sephiroth glances down briefly at his palm, before grasping his hand with tiny fingers, curling round only three of vincentās fingers. it makes vincent realize how small he truly is. he breathes in deep, struggling to keep himself composed. the child is extremely cold. as he usually is, in a place like this. not that he has much of a choice ... the thought lights flames of raw anger deep in his chest, so much that he can feel the burn in his throat. dangerous. he shouldnāt become attached, but itās too difficult when he can see lucrecia stitched upon such delicate features.
ā want to step out for a bit? some fresh air might do you some good. ā his grip on the small hand tightens, briefly.Ā ā donāt worry ... iāll make sure to protect you. ā