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we'll go for the classic dynamic duo of the scoundrel and scientist, since they're the two OCs y'all are most familiar with lol
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future and hide. go nuts
we'll go for the classic dynamic duo of the scoundrel and scientist, since they're the two OCs y'all are most familiar with lol

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accept it. let it go.
There are days when I want to fall, spiraling through the air. Days when I want to see what the world looks like flying by. How the colours mix and blend together, becoming oceans of greens, blues, greys, yellows that crash over me and pull me under. Days when I want to know what it feels like to lose hope. To fall fast and hard towards the ground, knowing that it's too late to turn back and save it for another day. Because in those moments, you live. You become aware of how vicious the winds are as they bite your face. How useless your limbs are as they relax at your side. How ready your body is to give up and how accepting your mind is of the end. Those are the days when I stumble too close to the edge, but somebody always throws their arm out and grabs me. Saves me, and tells me that it was a close one. But not close enough. One day, I will kick a rock off the side of a cliff by myself, and the way it disappears will be all too tempting. One day, I will leap.
And one day, I will fall.
kiss the smoking barrel.
Hang your head child, you should be ashamed of yourself. Your father was right to walk out on you at such a young age. You have amounted to nothing but a weak, pathetic coward. Why do you possess such little willpower? The trigger is just beyond your index finger, the cylinder fully loaded. All you have to do is close your eyes, apply pressure, and then you can escape this life of monotony and solitude. It is not a hard concept to grasp, the firing of the gun, that is. It is so simple, an infant can do it.
But you, at twenty-seven years of age with a rotten log beneath your ass and an open clearing surrounding you, cannot.
The way the moonlight hugs the revolver as it lays atop your dresser and the thought of dying has kept you awake at night. Your mattress tells the story of a human throughout the years, holding the weight of the world in their hands. Many times, you have held the gun to your temple and closed your eyes, waiting for that pain to hit you. And just as many, you have lowered it again. You wonder what your mother would do if she walked in seconds before you pulled the trigger. Would she bury you, and wish she would have been intrusive earlier? Or would she be your saving grace, and in later years, wish she simply walked past your door?
These are the questions that have haunted you, but you are alone now. What will your excuse be this time?
Store the gun in the hollow of the tree trunk and head back home. You are spineless, gutless. Tell your mother that your father made the smart decision in abandoning you. That you really will become nothing but a scrap who cannot even commit an act that would make so many people happy. The world turned its back on you a long time ago, but go ahead, try to find a reason to stick around. Do not be surprised if such a reason does not exist.
Or you can carry out the alternative. Ignore the thoughts that so desperately long to press against the muzzle, open your mouth, and swallow the bullet. Let the sound of the shot echo throughout the woods as your sweetest swan song, allowing the ravens that have stared at you for the past two hours to take flight. And in the second that it takes for the hammer to strike the firing pin, sealing your fate, only one thought will escape: "Nobody would ever miss me."
Thing is, I would.