#temporaryrelief

#HeatRespite #TemporaryRelief #CouldNotEscapeHotHouse (at Garfield Historic District, Phoenix) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDccdfDHcs9/?igshid=144mq5gpakq7e

Even when all is good, my troubled past is but a memory, the future is not just an hallucination; Even when I am able to lift the weight my shoulders carry and throw it to the hell in which it was created; Even when I feel the love, acceptance and understanding of friends and family;  Even when dreams become my reality in place of nightmares. Even in these circumstances I feel your absence, the caress of your hand across my back is missing, in its place a ghost mocks my longing heart, I can feel you, despite the fact that you no longer exist.

but , it's been too long so imma just have to give in this time ... unless another opportunity presents itself . which I'm sure that it won't , but I can always hope , lol . I guess the old has to stay in place until the new arrives , whenever that is ...