#tema

I had an entire thing typed out but Tumblr fucking deleted it-

But to paraphrase what I said originally, I would love to talk about my OCS but like I'm so nervous to talk about them on Tumblr, cuz I've only ever talked about them in my close friend group👉👈

Especially because they tackle some heavy subjects, like abuse, neglect, and other things like that. But I love my boys so much,

Like my boy Arcan

Is he a bit of an asshole, and does incredibly fucked up things? Yes but there is reason behind it, it doesn't excuse his actions but it explains it if you get to know his backstory.

Which also I think the Twisted Wonderland fandom has a bit of a problem with excusing a character's actions because of their backstory.

The stuff that happened to him in life explains the way he is, but if by no means excuses what he did like stalking and harassment. He still needs to face the consequences of his actions, but once learning his backstory it at least gives an idea as to why he is the way he is, especially looking at the way he was raised.

I've had three that I've kept on rotating between for like a week now

Aiaia by Ado ( a great song for my Eldridge Sona, Arlecchino)

Aegen by malice mizer ( it's been helping me process things as of late, 10/10 song highly recommend)

Aww look at you, finally acting the way you’re meant to be. How about we start this off right with a massage and a happy ending?

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"I am happy to know you like me as I am. Of course miss Tema, right this way."

He leads her down the stairwell to one of the more private rooms. Granting her access first before he follows in behind her and locks the door. A massage table materializes before her and the room changes to a soft blue aesthetic. He gestures her towards the towels.

"Please tell me if there's anything I can do for you before we begin."