I walked into the science lab because i left my textbook, as i look up i see ethan. damn he seems hotter everytime i see him.
âsup y/nâ he said with a smirk on his face
âsup ethan what are you doing?â i said anxiously because just his presence made
me nervous.
i have liked ethan since we were young and weâve definitely made out at a few house parties but i always was yearning for more than that.
âwell i was about to skip my next class. what are you doing?â he looks me up and down and licks his lips. i could just pass out, i want him so bad.
âi just needed to grab my textbookâ i stepped toward the lab table and began to pick my textbook up but ethan pushed it back down on the stack of books it was resting on. i looked at him confused. he put a finger under my chin and looked me deep in the eyes.
âi think maybe you should skip class with meâ he starts tracing my jawline.
i gulp hard. âthatâs bad, iâm trying to get a scholarshipâ ethan pulled away and walked towards the door closing it and locking it.
âone class wonât kill youâ he says walking back to me. he puts his hand on the small of my back and pulls me close to him. he leans forward and whispers in my ear âi know deep down you like to be badâ i exhale slowly and put my hands on the back of his neck. he starts kissing down my neck and i gasp, i feel his smile on my skin.
i pull his shirt over his head and he is quick to help me take it off. he knocks all the books of the lab table and picks me up and puts me on it. he kisses me deeply and he pulls my tank top over my head and starts kissing down my boobs. he continues kissing down my stomach until he gets to the top of my jean shorts. he looks up at me while heâs practically on his knees and starts unbuttoning my shorts.
he pulls my shorts off my legs and starts kissing my thighs. it doesnât take him long before he pulls down my panties and starts kissing my clit. he starts licking slowly and i gasp. i can just feel his amusement as he starts eating me out and i canât help but start moaning super loud. âfuck ethan!!!â any other guy would prefer to not get caught but ethan doesnât care.
i lock my fingers in his hair as he enters his fingers inside of me. my mouth hangs open and i am breathing heavily. iâm so close to cumming and ethan can tell by the way iâm clenching his fingers. he quickly pulls away and i get pissed.
âwhat the fuckâ i sit up staring at him.
âi just wanna be fucking you while you cumâ he says as heâs unbuckling his belt. he quickly pulls down his boxers and im shocked by his size. like actually shocked. he opens his condom with his teeth and puts it on. he steps forward and lines his dick up with my pussy. he starts rubbing my clit with his tip and i feel so on the edge i need him to fuck me.
i grab onto his back and pull him closer and he finally slides into me.
âfuckâ i yell so loudly that someone had to have heard me.
he starts sliding in and out of me and i cant keep my composure. i start uncontrollably moaning and he starts groaning in my ear. itâs so hot. he picks up his pace and starts rubbing my clit with his thumb.
âim gonna cum oh my godâ i scratch his back and he just keeps going faster.
âfuck fuck fuckâ he says in my ear. ây/n im so closeâ
âme tooâ im holding onto him for dear life as he fucks the shit out of me.
i cum all over his dick and he cums inside the condom.
weâre both panting and are stuck in place. he pulls out of me and leans forward and kisses me deeply.
i pull away and our noses are touching and i can feel his breath on my face as i say âmaybe i do like being badâ
he smiles âyeah you doâ and starts kissing me again.
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As always. I hope that you enjoy reading as much as I enjoyed writing.
A/N:This was written after reading the first chapter of book three. So if you havenât read it. Beware of spoilers! Also, this wasnât the Valentineâs Day one shot kinda turned into a series in my head. So let me know if there is any topic youâd like me to touch on. Iâm not scared, LOL, Enjoy. Thank you to @secretaryunpaid for the pre-read and workshopping with me.Â
Disclaimers: Characters and some lines are property of Pixelberry
Warnings: None really, angst and language.
Catch up: I think I wanna marry you
Word Count: 2401
Prompts: @theworldofprompts âI never wanted to hurt you.â
âI did this for you.â Will appear in bold.
Pairings: Ethan x MC (Rhyann Hill)
Song inspiration: Exâs and Ohâs Elle King & One Hundred Ways- Quincy Jones
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They returned from Marthaâs Vineyard just in time for the new hospital opening. They were lost in a sea of hospital staff. The energy was electric. Everyone was shocked by all the upgrades and just so eager to get their day started. Sienna was more eager to chat with her friend who had texted about big news. They planned to meet after the diagnostic team's morning meeting.Â
In the morning meeting
As Rhyann sat sipping her cappuccino from the new doctorâs lounge, Ethan and Dr. Emery walked in together laughing about God knows what. Rhyann shot Ethan a look and he immediately returned to his normally stoic demeanor. Baz sat at the end of the table staring pensively into space. Ethan cleared his throat before standing.  Â
âBefore we get started, it is my sincere pleasure to officially welcome Harper to the team.â
âOh stop, Ethan we both know you have no flair for drama,â Harper blushed.
âWelcome, Dr. Emery!â Rhyann said, glaring at her new husband.Â
âRhyann, no need to be so formal. Weâre colleagues, call me Harper.â
âVery well then, welcome Harper.â
Compliment what she does
Send her roses just because
If it's violins she loves
Let them play
Dedicate her favorite song
And hold her closer all night long
Love her today
Find one hundred ways
Rhyann crossed her leg dangling her favorite black Steve Madden pump off of her pedicured toes. She was lost in thought. She had never noticed how well Harper and Ethan got along. They were going to be working very closely together. She wondered if they were always this in sync? She was not used to this feeling. She wasnât sure she was jealous but she knew she didnât like it.
âHarper, you always did know how to keep me focused.â
His words returned her to reality. She knew that if she stayed, and they kept this up, she would not be able to keep things professional. She would surely embarrass herself as well as Ethan. She decided to excuse herself. Â
âIf thatâs all, Iâm going to go check on our patient,â Rhyann stood to leave.
Ethan cleared his throat, âUhh, Dr. Ramsey? Do you mind running the bloodwork?â
She stopped in her tracks. She would have to get used to the way that sounded. When she looked over her shoulder, he winked at her. There was a glint in his eyes as he beamed proudly at his new bride. Harperâs mouth was agape.Â
âSure thing,â she smirked as she headed out into the hall with Baz in tow. After she got a lab tech to draw the test needed for their patient, she ducked into the new doctorâs lounge to meet with Sienna.
âThere you are! I thought you forgot about me.â
âNever.â
âOk, so sit. Spill it!â
âWell, hmm..â
âRhy!!! Come on, your pregnant arenât you?â
âPregnant? Dear God no!â
âWell then what is it? Spill!â
âOkaaaay, but call me Dr. Ramsey.â
âWhat?â
Rhyann looked around the empty lounge before she confirmed. She bit her bottom lip and innocently nodded to her friend.
âWe did it. We eloped.â
âOMG! No way! Congratulations!!!â
An excited Sienna pulled her friend into her arms.Â
âWho all knows?â
âWell, Naveen was there.â
Sienna sadly dropped her head.Â
âDonât look like that. It was a surprise. Only our parents were there. You know Ethan considers Naveen like a father.âÂ
âI suppose.â
âIt was nothing fancy, but it was beautiful.â
âHarper knows now. Ethan called me Dr. Ramsey and her mouth fell open.â
âOh, how is that? Working with his ex?â
âAwkward, they were really vibing off of one another this morning and it made me feel invisible.â
âSpeaking of awkwardâŠâ
She motioned to the door where Rafael stood. She couldnât lie, he was still extremely attractive to her. In those scrubs, he was almost irresistible. Almost.Â
When he spotted her his eyes danced. He smiled and shyly waved at Rhyann.Â
Don't forget there could be
An old lover in her memory
If you need her so much more
Why don't you say?
âWhat are you two gossiping about?â
They both laughed awkwardly.Â
âOh, trust me, nothing youâd want to hear about.â
âRaf? Whatâs with the scrubs?â
âItâs my first official day as a physical therapist.â
âOh? Well, thatâs exciting! Congrats.â
She really was excited for him. But she was also uneasy about working so closely with him. He had no idea how serious things had gotten with Ethan. He was going to be crushed when he learned that they were husband and wife.Â
âThank you. I thought it would be a good fit for me.â
âWell, thatâs great. I need to check in on my patient. Si, Iâll call you later. Raf, it was good to see you. Congrats again!âÂ
She walked into the diagnostic room and looked up the results of the labs she ordered. She was still waiting on a couple more tests to come back. She opened up a new tab and did a Google search for âThe Annulment Process in Massachusettsâ when the door opened. It was Ethan and Harper still giggling together. She quickly clicked on the results tab.
He was surprised to see her sitting alone in the room. She quickly made an excuse to leave.Â
âEthan, the results are pulled up on the laptop. If you will excuse me.â
Maybe she has it in her mind
That she's just wasting her time
Ask her to stay
Find one hundred ways
She ducked into the restroom inside the diagnostics office and turned on the water to muffle the sounds of her sobs. Did she make a huge mistake? Did Ethan still have feelings for Harper? Could she be married to Dr. Ethan Jonah Ramsey and be this insecure?Â
Ethanâs POVÂ
Harper would be a great replacement for June. She is a brilliant physician, but how will it make Rhyann feel? For the first time, he felt like he had lost control over the situation. Itâs not like he had the opportunity to pick her. He is just doing the best he can with the hand he was given.Â
Bein' cool won't help you keep her love warm
You'll just blow your only chance
Take the time to open up your heart
That's the secret of romance
Then there was Rhyann, his colleague and his new bride. She is usually amazing at keeping professional and work feelings separate. But this morning she seemed to be struggling. She abruptly excused herself at least three times and had given him a death glare twice during their morning meeting. It is clear that Harper being here makes her uncomfortable.
In the diagnostics office
Baz knocked on the door to the restroom asking her to join them at the table. Rhyann quickly washed her face, cursing herself quietly when she realized that she left her purse under Ethanâs desk. They were surely going to notice her red puffy eyes. She fumbled finding her dark shades tangled in her soft wild coifs. She knew it would draw some strange looks, but it was better than explaining why she was in the bathroom crying for the second time before lunch.Â
She joined the team at the table, she sat at the opposite end from Ethan, Harper was at his side. Baz cleared his throat and announced that he would be leaving the team. He seemed teary-eyed and immediately got up and headed out of the room. Rhyann followed him calling out to him from the door. He had been such a great part of the team and the timing of his departure didnât sit well with her.Â
âBaz! Wait.âÂ
He stopped in his tracks and turned to her. His eyes were filled with sadness and something she didnât recognize.Â
âHey, whatâs up Rhy?â
âLetâs take a break. Let me grab my purse and Iâll meet you at the coffee shop. Itâs on me.â
âIâd like that.
âPerfect. Meet you there in 10.â
Rhyann went back to the diagnostics room to retrieve her purse and froze when she walked in to find Harperâs hand on Ethanâs knee. He immediately stood. She saw red. She wanted to react but she knew for the sake of her job, grabbing her purse and leaving was best.
She met Baz at the coffee shop a short time later. She sent Ethan a text, letting him know that she would not be returning for the rest of the day. The coffee date revealed that Baz was being ârecruitedâ against his will by June. She wanted to promise him that she would help him figure a way out, but she had no idea how sheâd get out of her own dilemma.
She returned home and the moment she stepped inside the threshold she let her bags and coat drop to the hardwood floor. She walked over to the small golden cart that housed their stock of libations. She poured two fingers of the oldest scotch he owned and drained the tumbler in two gulps. She settled into the corner of the couch where she sat for almost an hour staring into space. She stood with hot tears flowing down her face and padded into the guestroom to get a small piece of luggage. She needed time to think. She knew that she was not going to be able to objectively figure out her next move if everything around her screamed Ethan. She had fought so long and so hard to be with him.Â
She placed the bag on the side of their bed and began to throw random pieces of clothing inside. She didnât even hear him come in. She walked into the master bath to get a few toiletries and when she came back into the room, there he was. Her husband was sitting quietly in the chair in the corner of their bedroom.Â
Sacrifice if you care
Buy her some moonlight to wear
If there's one more star she wants
Go all the way
âRookie?â
She looked at him like she saw a ghost.
âEthan, you scared me. What are you doing here? Your shift isnât over for another 4 hours.â
âI came home to check on my wife. Iâm glad I did. What the hell are you doing?â
âWhat does it look like Ethan? Iâm leaving.â
âAllow me to rephrase. Why are you leaving?â
âDo you still have feelings for her?â
âNo, but I am pretty sure she still has feelings for me. She took things too far, and ... I didnât stop her.â
âHow would you feel if you walked into a room where I was alone with Raf and his hand was on my knee?â
âI--point taken.â
âEthan, Iâm not a jealous woman, and I am not normally insecure. But today was supposed to be a great day. I got to keep my job and I am newly married to the love of my life. Then I sat and watched my husband carry on with his ex in a way that made me feel invisible. I will never be satisfied with just a piece of your heart. I can not compete with her. So, if this is what being married to you will feel like, you can have it! I need you to be very honest with me. Is she going to be an issue or not?â
He stood pulling her close to him. She tensed up on contact and couldnât meet his blue eyes. He placed two fingers under her chin forcing her to look at him.
âLetâs get one thing straight; Harper Emery has nothing on you. She canât compete with you. I know that I am not the most romantic person in the world, but when you smile, I get butterflies. When you look into my eyes the whole world disappears. You have my entire heart Rhy. You took it captive the day we met. I donât have feelings for Harper. I will have a talk with her tomorrow about boundaries. My apologies. In my attempt to make her feel welcomed, I didnât consider how it made you feel until it was too late. If me working with her makes you uncomfortable, I will resign. I never meant to make you feel invisible, and I certainly had no intentions of running you off. I saw your annulment search.â
âI wasnât going to go through with it. I just needed to know my options.â
âLeaving me is an option for you?â
It brought up his childhood trauma behind his mother walking out on him and his father. He waited quietly for her response trying not to get pulled into his toxic thought cycle.
âWell no, I would never just leave you. But if Harper continues to be an issue, I wonât just stay and be miserable. The idea is to be happily married. Not just married to say Iâm married.â
âNoted,â he choked out.
âI never wanted to hurt you.â
âI did this for you.âÂ
âYou did?â
âAbsolutely, I had much better offers, but it would have required us to relocate. I only stayed on at Edenbrook so that you could finish your residency. Now come on, Iâm making you my very best, âI screwed upâ meal. Iâm sure that it wonât be the last peace offering, but I need you to know that I am fully committed to you and to our vows.â Â
They enjoyed dinner and drinks with soft music before Ethan stood asking her to dance. She accepted and he pulled her into his strong arms. His scent was intoxicating. He held on to her like his life depended on it, because to tell the truth, it did. Medicine used to be his entire life and now, she was his world. The way he held her made her feel like she was the only woman in the world. At least the only one who mattered.
In your arms tonight
She'll reflect that she owes you
The sweetest of debts
If she wants to pay, find one hundred ways
The next morning they gathered in the diagnostics office for the morning meeting. She braced herself for what was sure to be an extremely awkward day until the door opened and in walked Mr. Bloom with Bazâs replacement. They locked eyes and he immediately smirked seductively at Rhyann. Ethanâs face instantly turned red as he began to uncomfortably fidget in his chair. Talk about leveling the playing field. Mr. Bloom cleared his throat before speaking.
You better believe it or love her today
Find one hundred ways
I'm telling you to love her today
Find one hundred ways
âGood morning team. I pride myself on having the best staff in all of Boston. So it is without further ado that I present to you Dr. Miraniâs replacement, Dr. Tobias Carrick.â
I'm never getting off the Ethan train and you can't make me đ€Ș
LOL nor would I want too.
Look I freaking LOVE Ethan Ramsey. Ethan in this AU is not Ethan elsewhere and ... I freaking LOVE Ethan.
IMO many love triangles suck because there is always one person who is clearly an awful choice. When this story ends, I want it to be a story of three good, decent people who are worthy of love and able to love, each with their flaws, each with their lessons learned, each with a better idea of what they want for the future... and then a difficult decision because it will not be a "well, that guy is a POS so clearly he should not be it).
So love Ethan - be Team Ethan... if this ever gets lopsided and everyone is leaning just one way, then I'm not doing my job right.
THANK YOU for reading, engaging, caring! I love it! đ
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