Describe your relationship and history with the following: Ariel, Melody, Adam and Lily.
Um alright... Me and Ariel... Well, I mean for a while I was her distraction whenever she was having a bad day or sad or just bored I guess.. she found me and I well...distracted her. Everything has changed though... It took me a while to notice but she's... she's different. She's special. I think I noticed to late but she's amazing and well... I don't know what kind of relationship we have. I don't know if she hates me, i don't know if she's be willing to be with me, I don't know anything and now she can't even tell me... so yeah. I just don't know.
Right yes Melody. Well, I kissed her the first time we met, not exactly something new for me, but she had this fire about her. She had this spark and I don't know i kinda had a crush on her and being the idiot that I am, instead of pursuing her, I went after everyone else trying to get with them to distract myself from my obvious feelings for her. I um... there's a lot that I still haven't told her because I'm terrified. I consider her my best friend, I don't know what I am so her, but yeah.. That's her and me. Calody. Masey.
Me and Adam, jesus, our back story is more extensive than the bible. Um... He's my best friend. He's the one person who knows enough to tear me down with one simple word. He's my everything, the one that I know will always be there, no matter what. He left me though.. and I know he's sorry but it still hurts, ya know? It hurts more than I will ever tell him. Our history... We met one night after his show. I showed him what I could do and it kinda went from there. It took a while to ear down all of those layers in there, having to tear down most of my own walls in the process. We are each others rock, the only one that can talk the other one down. He's my... he's my better half.
I took Lily's virginity on my first night here. It wasn't planned, I gave her several ways out ,but I still blame myself for all of it. She's so young and so broken and I just.... I want to protect her from the world. I don't know, I'm not someone that has that right, but I still feel the need to take her away. Just... run away with her. If only for a few days, just get her away from the circus, just for a little while. As for our relationship... I think we're friends?
