Rekindling relationships, that's what this week was about. Giving her something to live for and that's why she was here today, standing outside Lily's apartment, so she could get better. Knocking three times she waited patiently, rocking on her heals as she pondered what her and the girl would even talk about.

It had been too long since Casey had talked to Lily. Did Lily know about her and Ariel? Casey honestly didn't know. And what ever happened between Lily and Faxon? Casey had heard rumors going around the circus, but she didn't want to assume anything until she talked to the girl herself.

Lily was special. Lily was kind. Lily was different and Lily was broken. Casey had taken the time, pieced the girl back together the best that she could, but none of that even mattered to Casey. Lily was... Lily was everything. Since the day all those months ago when Casey had happened upon her, had done something irrevocably wrong. She had taken something from Lily and at the time she never thought she would fall in love with with her. Lily had Faxon, Casey had Ariel.... But every time that they tried to run from this the path lead them right back into each other's arms.

Casey woke up before her, glancing over at her, the small smile on her face never fading for a second. Ariel had stayed at her apartment that night, Casey almost happy for the alone time that she got with Lily. It was then that the thought hit her. How she knew that she would never be happy until Lily was hers and only hers. Pressing a kiss to the girl's lips to wake her up, she waited until the girl's eyes fluttered open, so full of love for Casey. Then she spoke, her voice soft and genuine. 

*talking to herself on the couch* Get them for Christmas.. I know what Ariel wants. Now, all that's left on my list are: Lily, Connor, Coraline, Red, Calhoun, Roo, Violet, Danielle, Harold, Ella, aaaand Clara. And Sylvia. And Peyton. Huh. What would they want...? *looks over her shoulder* Oh, well hello there. Any ideas, if you heard my conversation?

Please stop, I don’t want to talk about this, I don’t want to think about this.

Um alright... Me and Ariel... Well, I mean for a while I was her distraction whenever she was having a bad day or sad or just bored I guess.. she found me and I well...distracted her. Everything has changed though... It took me a while to notice but she's... she's different. She's special. I think I noticed to late but she's amazing and well... I don't know what kind of relationship we have. I don't know if she hates me, i don't know if she's be willing to be  with me, I don't know anything and now she can't even tell me... so yeah. I just don't know.

Right yes Melody. Well, I kissed her the first time we met, not exactly something new for me, but she had this fire about her. She had this spark and I don't know i kinda had a crush on her and being the idiot that I am, instead of pursuing her, I went after everyone else trying to get with them to distract myself from my obvious feelings for her. I um... there's a lot that I still haven't told her because I'm terrified. I consider her my best friend, I don't know what I am so her, but yeah.. That's her and me. Calody. Masey.

Me and Adam, jesus, our back story is more extensive than the bible. Um... He's my best friend. He's the one person who knows enough to tear me down with one simple word. He's my everything, the one that I know will always be there, no matter what. He left me though.. and I know he's sorry but it still hurts, ya know? It hurts more than I will ever tell him. Our history... We met one night after his show. I showed him what I could do and it kinda went from there. It took a while to ear down all of those layers in there, having to tear down most of my own walls in the process. We are each others rock, the only one that can talk the other one down. He's my... he's my better half.

Casey walked absentmindedly through the circus in search of her young friend, a small smile on her face. It had been too long, almost a week since she had spoken to her and she was planning on remedying that today, if she could find the girl.