#tdcbianca

I need to ask you a question.

Where are youuu? We're going out!

Kieran, Douglas, and whoever else gives a shit, I am never ever letting my sister come here again, nor am I ever going back home.

I need a moment with her.

Humming quietly Douglas closed his eyes. His one hand as always on the wall; stroking over it while he walked through the twins' apartment. Up and down, up and down; and always right next to the wall. It was something he had taken with him from the institution, one of the many things he couldn't stop doing after being out of there. One of the many things he seemed to be unable to live without and still one of the many things he was hiding from Kieran.

He stopped in front of his brother's room. The door was open and usually Douglas would just continue his rounds through it; wouldn't even notice in what room he was, but this day was different. This day was yet again one he had spent hiding from his twin; though it wasn't hiding it was more like: Fleeing to places and people who wouldn't give him a worried look, who didn't know anything. 

In complete silence Douglas stared in the room; a silence that already let a shudder run over his back and he knew it would only take a few more seconds until the noises in his head would start playing again. Taking a deep breath he wanted to keep walking his rounds when another sound made him wince. Immediately his eyes were on the door and he stared at it. This couldn't be Kieran! Kieran would have a key! And he didn't expect anyone else! He moved back; further and further until his feet were hitting against the wall. Doctors. Surely they were here again. Surely they wanted to get him back.

With a panicking look in his eyes Douglas already was going to run away, when he could hear a female voice. He didn't recognize her, nor was he completely sure what she said but it sounded a lot like a name. Grabbing a sweater Douglas put something over his bare chest over the scars on his skin and moved closer. Through the peephole he dared a look outside and for one moment he actually saw them; saw all the doctors who had been around him. He cringed, shaking his head quickly. No, no, no! Nightmare! This was just a nightmare. He closed his eyes, just to open them again and take a look outside.