#tcgt

maybe i just have poor luck with dudes, because my patience is wearing very thin for this one. i'm really not digging these stale conversations. 

i've been very stressed and anxious lately. in the past few weeks, i've had horrible stress dreams and would wake up miserable and feeling like i couldn't function. i don't ever try to compare myself to victims of sexual violence or abuse, but i think the stuff i'd been dealing with at work has taken a toll on me. at work, i regularly get customers who call me "baby" or "honey". i usually shrugged it off, but it's really bothering me lately. the worst case of harassment came just a few weeks ago when a pair of older gentlemen on drive thru kept throwing compliments at me, which seemed harmless at first but escalated to them telling me they wish they could grab me and take me with them, one of them even offered a 50 dollar tip if i went with them, and i was too startled to tell them to fuck off, which frustrates me to this day. when i got home, i felt so violated and vulnerable that i didn't even want to change out of my uniform or take a shower because i didn't even want to be naked.