No no stop I lied, put your clothes back on weāre going to talk about how Neil wouldnāt have left Jean if he was a raven first but Kevin did and Iām here to defend him because Neil does not care about his own life if he has to protect someone he cares about and he will sacrifice his own freedom and life for sb, but Kevin is a survivor first, he went through hell and learnt how to stay silent to stay alive, how to be who they wanted him to be, but when the alarm clicked brighter inside him he did what his survivor instinct told him to do and he could not possibly stay back to be emotional support for sb else when he needed to take care of his own life and so he left and it was the best choice he could have made and oh the guilt he has and how dearly he holds Jean in his thoughtsā¦ Neil and Kevin are opposite in that aspect in my head (Jean could have begged Neil to leave him and Neil wouldnāt but Jean could have begged Kevin to stay and he wouldnāt) and Iām here to defend Kevin from haters today and always āļøāļøš®āšØ
