I finally made it into the family group chat and so far my experience is that I need them to stop having and sharing their weekly little adventures.
How the fuck do people go places for fun all the time??
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I finally made it into the family group chat and so far my experience is that I need them to stop having and sharing their weekly little adventures.
How the fuck do people go places for fun all the time??

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Life gets a lot more bearable once your realize that you can just...throw the trash out at 3 am
Like...nobody cares. Nobody is gonna watch and judge you. They are all cozy asleep and you are now trash free
Win win
Plan for next year is to wean myself off having something talk to me 24/7 (as in podcast/video/both even)
I think thats whats on the very top of my pile of maladaptive coping and I'm getting tired of it interfering with things that I actually want to do (I miss reading. Like...so much ;_;)
So yeah...time to learn being alone with my thoughts again instead of constantly drowning them out as much as possible
Cw ed // disordered eating
Me: Alright I need to start taking care of this fleshvessel. What's an exercise I could do to get into shape?
Brain: Starve yourself
Me: ...tempting but no!
Character growth is recognizing that you're irrational angry and confrontational and ignoring a notif instead of getting into conversation that would (probably) make everything worse

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I need to stop promising people things just cause I feel bad about having disappointed them recently.
It never ends well and I just hate myself more
Bringing out the trash at 3am like a very normal brained person
Replacing the anxiety shivers with caffeine shivers to vibrate at double the speed! :D