Cozzy November Day 25 - Heartbeat
Fandom: 9-1-1 Lone Star
Pairgin: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Characters: Carlos Reyes/TK Strand
Hearing your heartbeat
After the incident in the ice, Carlos is worried, even if TK is fine, the doctors told him about possible heart problems. beginning of season 3
Carlos rested his head on TK's chest. He was breathing and that made Carlos breathe easy, at least for the next five minutes, until panic took over again.
Watching TK fall into the freezing water in the middle of that something, watching him pull the boy out and sink, seeing emergency services pull him out unconscious and watching them have to give him a cardiac massage to get him breathing again, had left Carlos on the verge of collapse.
Neither TK's quick recovery in the hospital, nor the fact that he was out of danger in two days and released in less than a week, nor the good mood TK was in those days had been enough to reassure him.
Three days later, three nights to be more exact, and Carlos was still checking TK's breathing every few minutes.
He barely slept a wink, but he hadn't said anything to TK.
Resting had become another part of his life, because every time Carlos closed his eyes, every time he tried to forget everything, then the image of TK on the floor, frozen, unconscious was placed in the worst of his nightmares.
It was better not to sleep.
TK still hadn't told him about his dark circles under his eyes, and Carlos himself saw them perfectly in the mirror every morning.
Maybe he was waiting for Carlos to tell him something, maybe he still wasn't completely well and hadn't noticed.
But there he was, one more night, Carlos leaning over TK checking that his boyfriend's heart was working fine, beating strong, no strange noises and that his breathing was good.
"Carlos?" TK asked sleepily, "What are you doing?" "Ehm, nothing, just..." "Did you fall asleep on top of me or are you listening to my heart?" "A little of both I guess." Carlos sat up and TK yawned and rubbed his eyes. "Well, more the latter than the former. Actually you're the one who fell asleep on top of me, as usual." "I'm fine, babe. Really." "I know and I believe you but..."
TK sat up and yawned again.
He reached out and took Carlos' hand and placed it on his chest and told him to close his eyes.
"Listen, it sounds perfect. It sounds loud and I assure you it hasn't given me any unpleasant surprises these days."
Carlos did so, closed his eyes and concentrated on that quiet heartbeat he liked so much. He smiled, it was perfect, regular and strong.
"I'm sorry I gave you a scare." "It's a job." "Give you scares?" "Saving people, you idiot."
TK plopped down on the bed and put his hands to his chest.
He didn't realize that maybe it wasn't the best thing to do when his boyfriend was worried about possible heart trouble, but he burst out laughing right away and Carlos calmed down.
"You called me an idiot." "Because you're an idiot for not thinking I love your job saving everyone's life, but sometimes I wish you cared a little more about your own life." Carlos grabbed her hands to pull her up so she could look him in the eye. "Because, maybe you haven't realized but, your life is mine and if something happens to you, if something happens to you, if you.... if something horrible happens to you I die too." "Carlos." "I'm not trying to give you grief or make you feel guilty for what happened. But I need you to know that I'm....." "Overprotective? Or is it hyperprotective? Well whatever, you protect me like I'm some kid who's always in trouble and doesn't know how to take care of himself." Carlos ran his hand through his hair and scratched his head in a nervous gesture. "Carlos, babe, you don't know how special it makes me feel that you take care of me, it makes me feel special, but I'm not the only one who puts himself in danger every day. Anything can happen to you too, babe and I assure you I'm just as nervous when you have a tough shift."
Carlos pulled TK a little tighter and kissed him deep and long without asking, without saying anything. He wrapped his arms around him and laid him down on the bed, positioning himself on top of him.
He stared at him and kissed him again.
He pressed her body against TK's and suddenly he could feel his own heartbeat together with TK's. In a few seconds, between kisses and caresses, the two heartbeats were in the same rhythm that calmed them and after enjoying an exciting and passionate sex, they both fell asleep for hours and for the first time in days, Carlos could rest.












