#tarathetic

like hello?? i was already excited that you followed me but after reading all that i’m even more excited to properly check out your fics and your whole blog because clearly the talent and the personality are both there 🤭 now i’m curious to know even more about you. and you saying all that to me?? i think my heart did a whole backflip. i really never thought you’d be this freaking sweet and affectionate, now i totally get why your vibe pulled me in from the start.

also you talking about flirting like that… careful nyla, you’re making it very hard for me not to flirt back and match your energy 😌💋but honestly i’m so happy we finally talked because you already seem like such a warm, fun person and now i’m looking forward to bothering you way more often <3

you’re DANGEROUSLY lovable my darling so i can’t help but adore you sm 🤍

in fact you’re the one who started being so sweet in my inbox so now i have to return all the love to you, i’m so glad that i made you smile and don’t you dare call yourself an idiot, i bet you look like the prettiest princess whenever you smile and i hope that smile never leaves your face! you’re so lovely gosh you’re making me giggle and kick my feet 😭 i just know you have such amazing talent yourself and i can’t wait to binge all your works! i have all the flutters in the world because of you rn and i wanna give you the warmest hug and never let you go baby

STOPPPPPP I ACTUALLY HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES TARA YOU DIDNT HAVE TO DO THIS GIRLIE

I’m literally happy with people liking or commenting on my posts like no joke.

UGHHHH you have tears coming out of my eyes, you seriously didn’t have to make this for me girl 🥹 I’m happy with just a comment, ask, or a follow, you’re literally so sweet and you deserve all of the happiness in the world!

thank u so much bestie, I love u so so so so so so so so so so so so muchhh bestie 💗💋☺️

*clears throat* if your mooties were tropes, which one do you think they'll be? (YES, I'M ASKING THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE I FOLLOW, MY WIVES ARE NOT THE EXCEPTION)

omg stop cause i saw wifey rae’s reply and tears started coming out my eyes and thighs

1. @chwrrybby

besties to lovers. Do I REALLY need to explain this one, I don’t think I don’t, the first time I laid my 4 eyes on Rae holy fuck I knew we would immediately click n become besties AND NOW WE ARE MARRIED 😳💍 P.S. also Rae is one of the very first people (along with Val) that have discovered me as a fellow writer 🥹

2. @taevescence

LOVE at FIRST sight. I don’t need to explain this either cause its so obvious like 😳 💍 anypoo when I first laid my 4 eyes on Massi I IMMEDIATELY fell in love like we clicked in ways I didn’t even dream of yet.

3. @merakoo

Second chance. Now the reason I say this is cause like I just feel like in a past life me and Ki Ki were close and like in this life we’re just close fr like not in sync level but close enough.

4. @tarathetic

Fake relationship. I’M SO DEAD SET CONVINCED ON THIS ONE right right hear me out but like when I first met Tara like idk how to explain it but when I first met her it felt like we alr knew each other like that’s how comfy we were AND THEN SHE MADE ME THOSE DIVIDERS AND BANNER FOR MY BDAY LIKE IT FELT LIKE WE WERE STARTING TO ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE FOR A MINUTE THERE 😻

5. @raceme2hell

Opposites attract. The reason I say this as my and Val literally have a few things in common and we don’t really talk much (cause we’re both busy) but like when we do it’s just like we fit so well together like glue ☺️

6. @gukcnt

Enemies to lovers. Don’t even ask me how and or why I feel like me and Nyla haven’t really talked that much yk BUT LIKE YOU CANNOT TELL ME THE VIBES ARENT THERE LIKE 😫😳

7. @wintrbears

Amnesia. HEAR ME OUT ON THIS ONE JUST HEAR ME OUT BEFORE YOU THROW STONES AT ME, anywho idk what it is but I feel like I’ve known Alyssa at one point, idk how or when but I highkey feel like this would fit us the most cause like my memory is super fucked and so it would be so great 🥹 NOT MY MEMORY BEING ABSOLUTE SHIT BUT LIKE THE TROPE YK.

8. @kookied

Strangers to lovers. No cause I lowk feel like we’re the absolute EMBODIMENT of this trope, tell me yall don’t see it too cause I do.

9. @chwrrybby & @taevescence

Love triangle. If y’all didn’t know I’m happily married to Rae & Massi and genuinely we all get along with each other and support each other and like this trope is absolutely perfect for us.

i was on a little breaky and omg it took me forever to come back here. i don’t even know how to explain it properly, but everything felt so exhausting lately. every notification, every thought, every little thing felt like it needed energy i just didn’t have. i think i rushed myself too much after finishing everything and somewhere along the way i forgot how to just exist without constantly doing something.

there were days where i genuinely wanted to disappear onto some empty island where nobody could reach me, where i could just sit with my comfort food, sleep for a hundred years, stare at the ocean and not think about anything at all 😭 like no responsibilities, no deadlines, no pressure, just me being a little potato in peace. and the weirdest thing is that i wasn’t even sad exactly? just… drained. like someone unplugged me and forgot to charge me back up. i kept trying to force myself to be excited and creative and social, but my brain was just sitting there going “absolutely not”

but enough about my dramatic island escape plans 😭

how have you been, love??? because excuse me????? i come back and find out you’ve written 40k????????? HELLO????? are you okay???? are your fingers okay???? is your brain okay???? should i be sending flowers to your keyboard for surviving that???seriously though, i’m so ridiculously proud of you. and seeing people give you all that attention made me so happy because it’s literally what you deserve. every single bit of it. i was sitting there smiling like a proud girlfriend watching you shine 😭❤️

and don’t even try to act casual about it because 40k is INSANE. i need you to understand that from my perspective that’s wizard behavior. that’s sorcery. that’s you sitting down and deciding to feed an entire nation. i missed you a lot, by the way. more than i realized. things felt a little emptier without seeing you around, and now that i’m back i fully intend to be annoying again. so prepare yourself.

come here and tell me everything i’ve missed🥺

MY BABY TARA 🥹 part of my heart feels complete now that you’re back home to me, i missed you sm and i’ve been thinking about you too, i constantly worry when my girl isn’t around!!

pls don’t feel guilty at all for taking a little break, you deserve it after working so hard, you’re so dedicated and passionate about your writing and you deserve every bit of love you receive and even more, a thousands more followers and an inbox filled with love constantly 🤍 it genuinely makes me so happy when i see people adoring you and i feel like such a proud mama! it’s completely understandable that you needed a break, it’s okay to feel exhausted or overwhelmed and just wanna disappear for a while, i feel the same sometimes when life gets too draining, my classes, exams and even writing a big chapter can get tiring too, i’m actively trying to write every day cos i don’t wanna fall into a writer’s block but i also want you to know that you’re already doing so well, i see it, your readers see it and none of us want you to push yourself too hard or put too much pressure on yourself, take all the time you need before coming back to writing, don’t force it.. it will come naturally to you especially because you’re such a talented writer, you’re already so consistent honestly even i’m not as frequent as you with posting fics, teach me your ways girl 😭

and yes i’ve been okay! i was a little sick last week but i’m doing better now, i’m back to focusing on my girls and writing, i’ve been working on chapter 14 for so long that the wc got ridiculously big, i always end up writing way more than i plan to LMAO i actually had to split it into two parts because it exceeded 70k+ words