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That feel when you’ve been away from home for a long time at your parents house and desperately want to get back to the family you made for yourself, but don’t know whether they want you back or not now because paranoia is eating you up and telling you “Nah, they don’t love you anymore. They are glad you are gone. I bet they’re hoping you kill yourself while you’re up there so that they don’t have to deal with your bullshit and you fucking up their lives like you have with everyone else’s.”
And then some of them text you with texts saying they miss you without you having to say anything to provoke those texts (except the very last one) and having them come at you out of the blue.
((Bonus crush telling me that me not being wanted was fake news. Lmaaaoooo.))
Yeah. THAT feel. To know you’re actually wanted. Like, really seriously wanted. To know people you have been living with and are friends with and see all the time actually, genuinely want you to come back because they miss you and want to do things with you again and have your presence around is. . .the most amazing feeling in the world, tbh.
And if you have never experienced this feeling, I’m so very, very, very sorry for you and I hope that when you find your own family, you will get to experience it like I have.












