#taeb

Forgive me for being bummed on main for a bit but

My mom's been gone for a little more than 48 hours at the time of writing this. I'm doing okay, all things considered! There's just an overwhelming, fog-like weight that's been hovering over me as I'm compelled to re-evaluate the time that has passed.

I'm easily distractible, which is good, cuz yesterday, some friends taught me how to play Among Us like all the young peoples, and i mind-gamed some wins as the imposter, and there was a a very good Owl House episode i watched with other friends. And today, I just finished a very fun western-gunslinger themed D&D sesh.

But throughout the last 48 hours, my brain is constantly reminded me that "oh, btw your mom's gone!" during in lapse in activity and my mood just plummets until i get distracted again, which takes anywhere from a few minutes to a few hours.

I'm just tired and sad, and i need this wild emotional rollercoaster to chill out.

And like, i'm constantly barraging myself with things like "it's going to get better!!" and "time heals all wounds" and "friends and family are there for you!" and "my mom is in a better place!"" which i believe are all true. Objective truths, even.

But gosh, am i tired.

Anyway, for reading this (or simply scrolling down far enough😛) heres' my first ever tiefling boy in that gunslinger D&D sesh. He's a Glasya Tiefling, an anxious mess (he has 6 Charisma), and his skin changes color with his mood and like a chameleon. His name is Taeb because im lazy and like to use+slightly modify the default names the roll20 sheets give me sometimes. He is the town gunsmith and his baby is an elephant gun named Gertrude.

The above image is the most recent art. Here's the previous doodles of him when i was first designing him. The file got ruined by clip studio like a month ago so i couldnt finish them

Pretty old one for you here, early sampling efforts, I really like this one.

More of a theme than a song. I think Steve Zissou could get a lot done to this track.

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