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Seeing as how your for some reason still visiting my blog, I figured this would probably be the best way to contact you (most likely the only way). It doesn't bother me at all that you read this. In fact looking at google analytics and seeing that I get visitors from either loveland or miamiville actually excites me because for some stupid reason I actually think you still care. If your wondering I do think about you, all the fucking time; and even went out of my way to make you a blog. You can click the link if you want to, it tells you all about how i feel about the situation, and what I've been up to. I plan to post a lot more this year, but for privacy reasons I decided to put a password on it. You'll know the password though, as it's what I changed all my passwords too when you wanted to see what I was up to online. If you don't remember just check way back in your inbox, as I emailed it to you back when we were still dating, hopefully you didn't delete it. If for some reason though you don't care then please do me a favor and stop visiting my blog, as it just gives me false hope, and brings back old memories, memories which I would rather forget if I have no chance of ever being able to hold you in my arms and love you again. KTHXBYE!

I will never, could never, and can't ever stop loving you. You are in my thoughts every day and every night. You are the reason I get up in the morning, and the last thing on my mind when I drift off to sleep. You fill my thoughts throughout the day with memories of your smile, and our adventures. I know things got crazy, I got crazy, but I still love you with all my heart. I'm really unsure of a lot of things in my life right now, but our love, our bond, us in general I am 100% sure about. I wish I could talk to you, I wish I could hear your voice in my ears. I long for your touch, and I miss your sweet smell. I have only items to remember you by now, but those items I keep close, and guard them with my life. A pair of sunglasses, a valentines gift, and a single coin that I somehow stumbled upon. These token will forever carry your blessed memory. I miss you more than anything in the whole wide world, and if your reading this, know that I'll be here waiting if you ever want to come back. Don't be sad that we're apart, because the last thing I would ever want to do is make you sad. Look at it as time for our bond to grow. Like you always said, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Look at it as time for me to work on getting the things we need to get done as a couple, and if I find one day that you've moved on, or left our memories behind. I will still happily look back at what once was, and in my opinion still is, and smile. I told you when we first got into this that I was in it for the long haul. I told you I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you, and to this day I stand by what I said. I miss you sooo much. Until we meet again, if we ever do. Goodnight, and I love you.