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Looking back
At my tumblr. I'm so very glad I don't drink anymore. What a twat I sounded like.

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Major booboo yesterday!
What I have learned: Never just have one beer, because then you have two beers, and then you have shots, and then you eat lots.
T total from now on! Onwards and upwards.
3 Months.
Since i last got drunk I've found my bottle of Minttu and still in a pretty big hump about how shit work ended... Luckily getting drunk alone has never been my thing... gig tomorrow night shall be the real test though.... Live Metal usually puts me back in a good mood at least
I've given up alcohol for maximum reward from my training and nutrition plan. I can happily survive without it, but it has quickly made me realise just how much socialising revolves around drinking... and how boring that gets if you're sober. Tired of drinking tea in the pub, or trying to understand what my drunk friends are talking about, last night I suggested a night of good, clean fun at the bowling alley... and all I got was a mocking. Nevermind, just wait until I make them go go-karting next week.
Food Shop!
I FINALLY FOUND FLAX SEED!! I never thought i'd be so excited over something so silly. Also gonna write down what im eating and drinking everyday. Apparently it helps you lose 1/3 more weight than you would do without... Give it a try guys! Also, tomorrow i'm going to post some progress pics and stats! I measured myself this morning and i've lost 2" off my gut this year already! So time to celebrate with some progress pics. I'm nervous.Â
Day 33 of T-totalism.Â

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Today it all begins...
Sitting here at the beginning of 2013, first fresh week, I look at my belly accumulated over three years of drinking at uni and i've had enough, my year of T total and tough training has begun.
Already a week gone of 'T totalism', and i'm feeling good! But this week the training begins, I will be registering everything on this blog away from my other personal blog, if you want my personal life you can find it at www.Dizzledaze.tumblr.comÂ
That's all for now, tomorrow morning i'll add some stats :)Â
The look on people's faces when I say "I'm bored of going out and getting wasted and I don't particularly enjoy it at all any more" is hilarious..
Jeeez.
I'm sorry if it offends you and I appear "boring" for missing a few nights where you get absolutely wrecked, kill fuck loads of brain cells, lose control of your body, boundaries, and total inhibitions, and then feel embarrassed and shit the next day. In fact, where is the fun part of that..?
What happened to being able to chill with people you know, being sociable without being intoxicated, actually enjoying other peoples company..?
Hell if it means that I add a few years on to my life and keep my skin youthful for longer, I'm quite happy to cut it out completely and BE that boring person.
Also if it means I might actually save some money for worthwhile things, rather than pissing it away weekend after weekend, then I definitely am happy to part with it!
Stopping myself now before I continue this rant.
How to explain to one of your best friends that you've gone T total and you can't see drinking far enough tomorrow..
Oh hell they're a bezzie and bezzies are supposed to support you, right?