#syylife

Aunt: Will you ever have kids?

Me: No

Aunt: But they’re so cute

Me: No

Aunt: What if you met a rich man who wants to marry you and support you but he needs kids? 

Me: No

Aunt: But you never have to work again

Me: still no

Friends-that-know-Dragon Age: What if Anders wanted kids?

I was passionately talking about Dragon Age with a new co-worker. And I notice I sort of dodge mentioning romances or Anders in general. 

But then it came to a topic where I probably still could've avoided talking about Anders, but I instead decided to bring him up because it was relevant to the conversation. 

Given, this is via email though. But now I’m like “okay, bam, here is my “controversial” opinion about Anders which is that I love him and he was in the right” and now I’m waiting judgement.

Like does it really have to be this way? I mean either way whoever interacts with me about Dragon Age is either gonna get scared off by my support for him or they don’t and stick around anyway but I know they’re judging me! 

I can’t wrap my head around how this happened to Anders of all people. But now it’s out in the open now so I’ll see if I scare off the new guy :\

@beammetothemoon and I finally hang out again by throwing money at the wind at a mall and dinner.

She wants to give me an intervention on my current obsession(s) and get stuff for her vacation and I wanted to buy shorts. I didn’t get what I set out to do.

Also I’m broke lol

After all the pile of struggles I’ve had this past month, there was like 2 good things that came out of it.

...I don’t think it balances it but I’ll take it I guess.

With @beammetothemoon

Catching up on ships and Overwatch.

And trying to not throw money at every cool nerd thing...and about how much I hate having a crush on a real life human being >>

Also me talking about my current obsession with YooSeven:

Me: This person...is really cute! Listen to me talking about I’m attracted to them but will probs never get to get!