...when even a month post DX, we still immensely struggle as fuck with knowing who in the FUCK we even are..
The good news the is that, today we get to see our therapist, and thank fuck for that--all pain and shit considered!
Anyway, pretty sure today I am Scarlet, but not the same aged Scarlet that we have seen and fronted with before.
I think I am about sixteen, ish.
While this is something we are uncertain on, we are fairly certain on the inside that Teen Scar is who we are, Scar Nyxxe feels right, but ever since our last therapy sesh + starting on abilify again, we have not had like hardly ANY SWITCHING THESE PAST SEVEN DAYS nor much for any fucking headmate comms.
For context + reference, we journal about 5x per day to induce communication between all of us.
We would have a whole mind full of endless chatter.
So, would really like to know wassup...
It is almost jarring/jolting you know, to go from constant comms to none at all because your mind got turned into the goddess damn void.
Has anyone else experienced the inability to know who you are, when or if you've switched, and how to figure this shit out?!
All input is appreciated <3