i had finally got down to 105
105 !!!
what the fuck that doesnt even feel real. anyways, i half ate a frozen pizza and fries and kinda spit it out but jm so full and i feel disgusting and i feel like im gonna have to start all over again and that im just gonna gain everything back and ugggh fuck fuck fuck when will this end. when will it end?? im never gonna feel free. i feel gross when i eat i feel gross when i dont i feel just so fucking tired of it all.
so tired.
gonna go back to my usual tomorrow. whatever. id rather be skinny and miserable.
happy new year to me i guess.
5 foot 9 inches. 105lbs.
damn.













