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We argued again yesterday. No, wait. Arguments take both sides to reply, and in this case, I didn't. I just switched off. I switched off because I dont know what to do with the information that you just gave to me. It's been years since we dated and yet this is the first time I ever heard of her. The one who got away. All along, I thought there were only 2 women who meant alot to you before you met me. And suddenly, her. The one you claimed you made a pact with, that you both will date each other if in 10 years, both of you aren't married yet. The one who was there for you throughout your love life. The one who seemed to give you comfort. The one who you developed feelings for and vice versa but was forced to back away because her partner fought for her.

How do I deal with the knowledge that there was someone whom you considered as the one who got away? I'm a sucker for coincidences and stuff like that. I can't help but wonder, what if, just what if, she is the one you were meant for? Yes, she is married with kids. But since when has that ever stopped His plans? The way you spoke about her, your texting tone, I can almost feel your fondness for her or the memories you both seem to hold. And that was what made me switch off. My thoughts overwhelmed me and got the better of me. Men always seem to think, it's the past. Let it go. I would and I want to. But I'm someone who saw for herself how things have a very funny way of working out. Like how the past can creep up and affect your present. How lost lovers finally found each other after failed marriages or relationships. If you saw the things I have, maybe you would feel or understand why I'm like this.. She's beautiful. I can understand why you fell for her. She seems like that kind of girl your family would completely adore or bond with. Esp with your sister. Can't help but ask myself, what would have happened if you fought for her? Would you have been happier? Perhaps. Perhaps not.

I would tell you all these. But you would never understand. You always seem to think that its just my hormones. But hopefully by writing it here, one day you might understand fully. You see, I would hate to be in that situation where my partner suffers a mid life crisis halfway through his life and wonder about his own marriage. I would hate to be the person who is the reason why someone can't be with who they are meant to be with. And so, I started praying harder. That if we are not meant to be together, I ask Him to remove all this affection and love for each other before it's too late. It seems selfish because I would hate to be the loser. But am I really losing if we both ended up happier with other people? I'm not praying that we don't end up together. I'm honestly praying that we are and if we don't, let it not be too late. And so, if we really aren't, I hope we each find our person. Our peace.

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