Am I in the Clear? (Pt.2)
Well now freshman year is over, and I tried to look past the incident but I haven't been able too. Each day is harder and harder to look past. Well anyway after freshman year we moved too a small town in Nc. It was hard to say goodbye to what was left of my best friends. I haven't seen any of them since I've moved and I've only spoke to one of them, I don't know if they won't talk to me because I moved away or what but I miss talking to them and wonder about them more than they think if only they knew. Now we have moved into our new home and started school at this new and strange place. I felt so out of place and not accepted because I was the new kid that was different and didn't have the same southern accent. So with starting the on the first day of a new school and new everything I was scared and already being re-bullied and picked on, it was twice as bad I hated it i wanted drop out of school and give up on everything. There was some students trying to get to know me and be my friend but I was constantly pushing them away and telling them that they are only trying to get to know me so they can start rumors about me. But day in and day out they kept trying and finally I let a few of them in and I was glad that I did let those ones in. But there was one of my so called "Friends" going around the school starting more and more rumors and making up lies about me and the things I would do, so I ended up removing her from me cause se was just causing me more grief and heartache. But the friends I did keep I'm glad that I had them. As time went on things got worse and I started to push more people away and my grades started to fall too... I wasn't happy, I was destined to quite school and run.. ran as far as I could go. but I went home everyday and listened to taylorswift music all the time your music has helped through a lot. Me being bullied was the last thing I ever thought would happen to me in my lifetime. I was always picked on for the way dressed, talked, and I was picked on to for not wearing saggy pants and not doing what most of the "bad" kids did. Only because my parents taught me better. But no matter how hard I tried I was always being picked on and just recently after graduating high school and starting college and getting on the Dean's and President's list and having a 4.0 GPA, I got on Facebook and seen that my old bully from FL had messaged me and wanted to add me on Facebook but I haven't responded to either one because I don't know what to do? Now just the other day the two bullies from here want me to add them on Facebook and I have yet to respond to either of them because I'm to afraid that if I respond that they will start and bully me on there. I don't know what to do? But college is so amazing and bully free I'm doing way better in all my classes. I was so happy to get those two letters about being on those lists. But I have made incredible friends in college and some from the new high school they have become like family but I still can't let them get to close because of what happen in my past! Im just stuck. THE END!
taylorswift and everyone what should I do?
Im so happy to get this off my chest and everything. Just hope some of you can help me and give me some advice on what to do. It would especially be amazing to hear from you taylorswift!! If I wouldn't of found out who you were back then I have no idea where I would be, Because all of your music has helped me through my darkest hour. When ever something good is going or about to happen during my day one of your songs comes on the radio or my lucky #11 shows up or even your Lucky #13 has shown up so I don't argue with it because it always brightens my day up!! SORRY its so long again!!
HOPE to Hear from you taylorswift!!! I can't wait for you to come to Charlotte on June 8. I hope to meet you!!
