On 1/9, an ISFF hydra appeared. Awesome! I was excited about it, reblogged a bunch of posts. they noticed me and did some funny jokes on a post I made about it, it was a great time.

within hours, I was shadowbanned. the next day, I woke up to messages from people telling me they were sorry I got nuked again. interesting. after I remade, someone sent me a since-deleted post by a blog which had just that one post. the post contained a screenshot of me leaving 1 comment that essentially said "I don't hate you for being a pedophile". that's all it took

I can't prove this, of course, but I'm 100% positive this blog is run by the harrassment ring. take a look for yourself and see if you come to the same conclusion.

I posted a response. @nyxieluvshersisters made the brave decision to step up, risk being targeted, and share her story. I am so, so proud of it for that. I have done my best to make sure you read it, please reblog it. it's given me permission to share with you what that meant to it:

Keep in mind this girl is eighteen. The harassment ring did not hesitate to target her. I haven't been this angry at a tumblr stranger in my life.

that little "sent by an anon" shit in the OP is a blatant lie. the first person to reblog it was @suggestmaimingpedophiles with a jokey little "for legal reasons I do not agree with the intensity of this post" comment in the tags. they deleted that post after I started embarrasing them.

this is a coordinated harassment ring. they actively hide evidence of the harm that they do.

that callout post does not exist because I am a threat, it exists because I embarrassed the fuck out of isuggestmaimingpedophiles.

these people do not care about CSA victims. they ignore us if we're inconvenient and serve us up as acceptable targets if we try to tell them they're doing real harm

they actively avoid hearing from people who they ostensibly want to help

what they want is to hurt vulnerable trans women. I know this because, when I reblogged my callout post, plenty of TME people showed up to tell me that they were openly mutuals with this-blog-kills-TMEs without issue. where are their callout posts? why are they not targeted?

(thank you all again for helping me make this more obvious. putting your reputation on the line like that is a clear sign to every trans girl that you're on our side. thank you)

I was targeted for being vaguely associated with isuggestforcefem. they have repeatedly targeted random-ass people for harassment for this same reason. they very vocally do not care about collateral damage, their go-to move is to retroactively justify everything they do.

the callout post was damage control, not "protecting the children". they will ignore any number of people (read through the notes on that post) so that they can continue their little crusade.

their message is this: you will speak about the harm done to you in a way they approve of, or you will be targeted. they intend to be the consequences for speaking out, in your own words, about what happened to you.

hello, I am Lily. I have been beaten and raped. I was groomed by adults as a minor. they waited until I was 18 to have sex with me. I would like tumblr to be a safer place for people to talk about their abuse, but we can't have that with the volunteer cops here.

understand that blocking them does not keep you safe. they will stalk you on a different account. their "community" is so full of TERFS that they readily admit that they keep having to denounce them. they do not see a problem with the fact that they attract TERFs.

who do you think is feeding them "evidence"?

their tactics are identical to those used by TERFs to target trans women. this is not a coincidence. the first time I got pedojacketed on tumblr:

that's ex-tgirl's nazi wife, for the record. the notes on that post had a bunch of people vouching for me, explaining that I was there for them when they needed someone. I spent months of my life making good on that post, I fully burned myself out on it (please don't DM me, but you can send asks).

none of that matters to people who want to hurt me for being a trans woman, all they want is the gotcha. to feel like they're the hero. putting a boot on my neck to get what they want is acceptable to them because I am a trans woman.

DO NOT BOTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE STOPPED. the members of this harassment ring are, in no particular order:

@isuggestmaimingpedophiles - has not stopped, moved to @i-suggest-maiming-pedophiles

@decentpersonsuggestions

@isuggestnotbeingacreep

@surviving-the-internet sincerely apologized and has stopped, I admire her for her courage and I wish her all the best.

@encyclopediamorbidica

@britts-galaxy-brain

@i-suggest-just-stopping

@i-suggest-therapy

@afroartinc - now known as @leftwingwatch claimed to be stopping several times, seems to believe we have a feud going. likes to unblock me, reblog from me, and block me again.

@ridafi14 - serial harsser, condones revenge porn

late additions:

@highriskbisexualbehavior - harassing fucking everybody, gone now @rambling-crerchur - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @hello-im-dog - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @thetepes - harassing Patricia-Taxxon, Lily Orchard stalker @i-follow-sexual-predators aka @pineapplecake555 - TERF harassment blog @bumbled-bees - Lily Orchard Stalker @the-voiddemon - isff stalker, me stalker @please-be-aware-of-zeylily - fan club president @diaryofsaintdymphna - serial harasser, revenge porn enthusiast @miles-b-morales - condones revenge porn @strawberrycheesecakehare - condones revenge porn @lonelydesolate - doxing

two days ago, I was a dangerous predator that you needed to warn the community about. where is that energy now? why did you stop coming for me? what happened to the strength of your convictions?

I do not wish them harm. sending them hate asks will not help, it will only make them feel more righteous and indignant.

if you're reading this, I want one thing from you: stop. you are hurting people. I'm sure you do some good, but you can't be trusted. your audience does not know that you are so willing to ignore, or outright target, CSA victims because you lie to them to protect your image. if you have nothing to fear, why do you hide?

I've seen how you use the little bit of power that your tumblr platform affords you. I was trained to spot abusers.

"people who use their platforms for harassment don't deserve them"

reminder that decentpersonsuggestions targeted an 18 year old girl for speaking about the way she was abused as a child. that is why I'm doing this.

he sent me this 2.5 hours ago and I just haven't checked discord, I only saw it when I went to ask him if he wanted to speak for himself. I think he's asleep.

damn it must be crazy to randomly get called out by a fucking stranger out of nowhere. anyway.

do you see how this person (idk pronouns, lmk) is convincing theirself that I am a danger? this is the shit they pull. "what if" is as good as "has happened". this is the same kind of logic behind thinking thoughtcrimes are real.

notice the little rhetorical slip. talking about me and then immediately talking about the history of abuse. in their audience's mind, they're still talking about me after that first thing. this is how these people co-opt the harm done to them in service of doing harm to others.

it's fucking weird to try and hype yourself up into believing that I'm harming you somehow. I ain't done shit to you, I haven't talked to you, I haven't even talked ABOUT you outside of that one tag. you don't know me.

and yet here you are talking about me. what are you trying to justify to yourself, doing this? my ex-husband beat the dog shit out of me. why the fuck would I wanna do anything to you?

the only reason I know about you is because you're part of a coordinated harassment ring that targets MY FUCKING FRIENDS. fuck off with your crocodile tears, I know how this game works.