#isfflet

On 1/9, an ISFF hydra appeared. Awesome! I was excited about it, reblogged a bunch of posts. they noticed me and did some funny jokes on a post I made about it, it was a great time.

within hours, I was shadowbanned. the next day, I woke up to messages from people telling me they were sorry I got nuked again. interesting. after I remade, someone sent me a since-deleted post by a blog which had just that one post. the post contained a screenshot of me leaving 1 comment that essentially said "I don't hate you for being a pedophile". that's all it took

I can't prove this, of course, but I'm 100% positive this blog is run by the harrassment ring. take a look for yourself and see if you come to the same conclusion.

I posted a response. @nyxieluvshersisters made the brave decision to step up, risk being targeted, and share her story. I am so, so proud of it for that. I have done my best to make sure you read it, please reblog it. it's given me permission to share with you what that meant to it:

Keep in mind this girl is eighteen. The harassment ring did not hesitate to target her. I haven't been this angry at a tumblr stranger in my life.

that little "sent by an anon" shit in the OP is a blatant lie. the first person to reblog it was @suggestmaimingpedophiles with a jokey little "for legal reasons I do not agree with the intensity of this post" comment in the tags. they deleted that post after I started embarrasing them.

this is a coordinated harassment ring. they actively hide evidence of the harm that they do.

that callout post does not exist because I am a threat, it exists because I embarrassed the fuck out of isuggestmaimingpedophiles.

these people do not care about CSA victims. they ignore us if we're inconvenient and serve us up as acceptable targets if we try to tell them they're doing real harm

they actively avoid hearing from people who they ostensibly want to help

what they want is to hurt vulnerable trans women. I know this because, when I reblogged my callout post, plenty of TME people showed up to tell me that they were openly mutuals with this-blog-kills-TMEs without issue. where are their callout posts? why are they not targeted?

(thank you all again for helping me make this more obvious. putting your reputation on the line like that is a clear sign to every trans girl that you're on our side. thank you)

I was targeted for being vaguely associated with isuggestforcefem. they have repeatedly targeted random-ass people for harassment for this same reason. they very vocally do not care about collateral damage, their go-to move is to retroactively justify everything they do.

the callout post was damage control, not "protecting the children". they will ignore any number of people (read through the notes on that post) so that they can continue their little crusade.

their message is this: you will speak about the harm done to you in a way they approve of, or you will be targeted. they intend to be the consequences for speaking out, in your own words, about what happened to you.

hello, I am Lily. I have been beaten and raped. I was groomed by adults as a minor. they waited until I was 18 to have sex with me. I would like tumblr to be a safer place for people to talk about their abuse, but we can't have that with the volunteer cops here.

understand that blocking them does not keep you safe. they will stalk you on a different account. their "community" is so full of TERFS that they readily admit that they keep having to denounce them. they do not see a problem with the fact that they attract TERFs.

who do you think is feeding them "evidence"?

their tactics are identical to those used by TERFs to target trans women. this is not a coincidence. the first time I got pedojacketed on tumblr:

that's ex-tgirl's nazi wife, for the record. the notes on that post had a bunch of people vouching for me, explaining that I was there for them when they needed someone. I spent months of my life making good on that post, I fully burned myself out on it (please don't DM me, but you can send asks).

none of that matters to people who want to hurt me for being a trans woman, all they want is the gotcha. to feel like they're the hero. putting a boot on my neck to get what they want is acceptable to them because I am a trans woman.

DO NOT BOTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE STOPPED. the members of this harassment ring are, in no particular order:

@isuggestmaimingpedophiles - has not stopped, moved to @i-suggest-maiming-pedophiles

@decentpersonsuggestions

@isuggestnotbeingacreep

@surviving-the-internet sincerely apologized and has stopped, I admire her for her courage and I wish her all the best.

@encyclopediamorbidica

@britts-galaxy-brain

@i-suggest-just-stopping

@i-suggest-therapy

@afroartinc - now known as @leftwingwatch claimed to be stopping several times, seems to believe we have a feud going. likes to unblock me, reblog from me, and block me again.

@ridafi14 - serial harsser, condones revenge porn

late additions:

@highriskbisexualbehavior - harassing fucking everybody, gone now @rambling-crerchur - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @hello-im-dog - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @thetepes - harassing Patricia-Taxxon, Lily Orchard stalker @i-follow-sexual-predators aka @pineapplecake555 - TERF harassment blog @bumbled-bees - Lily Orchard Stalker @the-voiddemon - isff stalker, me stalker @please-be-aware-of-zeylily - fan club president @diaryofsaintdymphna - serial harasser, revenge porn enthusiast @miles-b-morales - condones revenge porn @strawberrycheesecakehare - condones revenge porn @lonelydesolate - doxing

two days ago, I was a dangerous predator that you needed to warn the community about. where is that energy now? why did you stop coming for me? what happened to the strength of your convictions?

I do not wish them harm. sending them hate asks will not help, it will only make them feel more righteous and indignant.

if you're reading this, I want one thing from you: stop. you are hurting people. I'm sure you do some good, but you can't be trusted. your audience does not know that you are so willing to ignore, or outright target, CSA victims because you lie to them to protect your image. if you have nothing to fear, why do you hide?

I've seen how you use the little bit of power that your tumblr platform affords you. I was trained to spot abusers.

"Non-white people who like me and are cool with PT and ISFF's "they're lynching me" rhetoric... am I racist? I'm not racist, right 🥹?"

Theres a couple things to unpack here, so lets start from the top.

In terms of death threats, the only person I've seen in this regularly posting death threats to ISFF supporters is afroartinc, whose posts top out at like 6 notes because most people don't actually condone that kind of thing.

Second, whether or not IEFF is the real ISFF or not, here she is acknowledging that the preserved screenshots are real, and full throatedly agreeing with them! Things like all these!

She then makes a bunch of unsubstantiated claims about her detractors, saying opposing views like the above is fascist, that our goal is to be able to kill and imprison people with impunity. Remember, the burden of proof is on the claimant! That's why I substantiate everything I claim with quotes and screenshots. So wheres the proof that the people standing against ISFF's harmful rhetoric are mostly TERFS or fascists?

WHAAAAAAAT

Why the fuck are these tagged as me.

One more before I go to bed

1. That little girl geniuenly could not know any better. If you are abused as a child and still love or defend your abuser, you are correct only about how you feel. But Children cannot fully grasp what has happened to them until they are much older. And people can be wrong, including children.

2. You are not a little girl anymore. You are a grown ass woman saying what happened to you. Your own personal feelings are not wrong. You can feel love for your abuser and that is not shameful. But your feelings do not dictate the reality of what happened. You also have the tools to understand what happened to you. That you were groomed. If you choose to not seek help to sort out your feelings, and instead perpetuate abuse onto other little boys and girls, you have become an abuser.

3. Equating "You can't know, you're too young to know" to "You're too young to say no" is inherently deceitful because these two are opposites. As an adult you can ethically consent to sex and kinks because you can understand the many intricacies of sex. A child cannot understand these things, so they cannot consent. Consent can only be retracted once it is first given, and we are well aware of that.