#isff mob

On 1/9, an ISFF hydra appeared. Awesome! I was excited about it, reblogged a bunch of posts. they noticed me and did some funny jokes on a post I made about it, it was a great time.

within hours, I was shadowbanned. the next day, I woke up to messages from people telling me they were sorry I got nuked again. interesting. after I remade, someone sent me a since-deleted post by a blog which had just that one post. the post contained a screenshot of me leaving 1 comment that essentially said "I don't hate you for being a pedophile". that's all it took

I can't prove this, of course, but I'm 100% positive this blog is run by the harrassment ring. take a look for yourself and see if you come to the same conclusion.

I posted a response. @nyxieluvshersisters made the brave decision to step up, risk being targeted, and share her story. I am so, so proud of it for that. I have done my best to make sure you read it, please reblog it. it's given me permission to share with you what that meant to it:

Keep in mind this girl is eighteen. The harassment ring did not hesitate to target her. I haven't been this angry at a tumblr stranger in my life.

that little "sent by an anon" shit in the OP is a blatant lie. the first person to reblog it was @suggestmaimingpedophiles with a jokey little "for legal reasons I do not agree with the intensity of this post" comment in the tags. they deleted that post after I started embarrasing them.

this is a coordinated harassment ring. they actively hide evidence of the harm that they do.

that callout post does not exist because I am a threat, it exists because I embarrassed the fuck out of isuggestmaimingpedophiles.

these people do not care about CSA victims. they ignore us if we're inconvenient and serve us up as acceptable targets if we try to tell them they're doing real harm

they actively avoid hearing from people who they ostensibly want to help

what they want is to hurt vulnerable trans women. I know this because, when I reblogged my callout post, plenty of TME people showed up to tell me that they were openly mutuals with this-blog-kills-TMEs without issue. where are their callout posts? why are they not targeted?

(thank you all again for helping me make this more obvious. putting your reputation on the line like that is a clear sign to every trans girl that you're on our side. thank you)

I was targeted for being vaguely associated with isuggestforcefem. they have repeatedly targeted random-ass people for harassment for this same reason. they very vocally do not care about collateral damage, their go-to move is to retroactively justify everything they do.

the callout post was damage control, not "protecting the children". they will ignore any number of people (read through the notes on that post) so that they can continue their little crusade.

their message is this: you will speak about the harm done to you in a way they approve of, or you will be targeted. they intend to be the consequences for speaking out, in your own words, about what happened to you.

hello, I am Lily. I have been beaten and raped. I was groomed by adults as a minor. they waited until I was 18 to have sex with me. I would like tumblr to be a safer place for people to talk about their abuse, but we can't have that with the volunteer cops here.

understand that blocking them does not keep you safe. they will stalk you on a different account. their "community" is so full of TERFS that they readily admit that they keep having to denounce them. they do not see a problem with the fact that they attract TERFs.

who do you think is feeding them "evidence"?

their tactics are identical to those used by TERFs to target trans women. this is not a coincidence. the first time I got pedojacketed on tumblr:

that's ex-tgirl's nazi wife, for the record. the notes on that post had a bunch of people vouching for me, explaining that I was there for them when they needed someone. I spent months of my life making good on that post, I fully burned myself out on it (please don't DM me, but you can send asks).

none of that matters to people who want to hurt me for being a trans woman, all they want is the gotcha. to feel like they're the hero. putting a boot on my neck to get what they want is acceptable to them because I am a trans woman.

DO NOT BOTHER PEOPLE WHO HAVE STOPPED. the members of this harassment ring are, in no particular order:

@isuggestmaimingpedophiles - has not stopped, moved to @i-suggest-maiming-pedophiles

@decentpersonsuggestions

@isuggestnotbeingacreep

@surviving-the-internet sincerely apologized and has stopped, I admire her for her courage and I wish her all the best.

@encyclopediamorbidica

@britts-galaxy-brain

@i-suggest-just-stopping

@i-suggest-therapy

@afroartinc - now known as @leftwingwatch claimed to be stopping several times, seems to believe we have a feud going. likes to unblock me, reblog from me, and block me again.

@ridafi14 - serial harsser, condones revenge porn

late additions:

@highriskbisexualbehavior - harassing fucking everybody, gone now @rambling-crerchur - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @hello-im-dog - harassing Patricia-Taxxon @thetepes - harassing Patricia-Taxxon, Lily Orchard stalker @i-follow-sexual-predators aka @pineapplecake555 - TERF harassment blog @bumbled-bees - Lily Orchard Stalker @the-voiddemon - isff stalker, me stalker @please-be-aware-of-zeylily - fan club president @diaryofsaintdymphna - serial harasser, revenge porn enthusiast @miles-b-morales - condones revenge porn @strawberrycheesecakehare - condones revenge porn @lonelydesolate - doxing

two days ago, I was a dangerous predator that you needed to warn the community about. where is that energy now? why did you stop coming for me? what happened to the strength of your convictions?

I do not wish them harm. sending them hate asks will not help, it will only make them feel more righteous and indignant.

if you're reading this, I want one thing from you: stop. you are hurting people. I'm sure you do some good, but you can't be trusted. your audience does not know that you are so willing to ignore, or outright target, CSA victims because you lie to them to protect your image. if you have nothing to fear, why do you hide?

I've seen how you use the little bit of power that your tumblr platform affords you. I was trained to spot abusers.

Hey wait a sec. She did just straight up admit that she both has friends attracted to at the very least fictional children, and that she has friends who hurt children (its just vaguely Not As Bad as what parents can do???)

racist down !!! :)

isff acting like this is about a harassment campaign is so funny and self-victimizing. "the fucking native american military situation" is such a hilarious oversimplification. you called Indigenous people yanks, said a yank is a yank, refused to listen to Indigenous people trying to educate you, and once again, did this as a white woman living in cushy fucking France.

you will never step foot on a rez, and you likely never have. you haven't been on lands where the US army tests their bombs because Indigenous people are expendable. you haven't been on lands where you turn the water on and hope to whatever God above that it's clean. you haven't watched your aunties, sisters, mothers, and grandmothers be sex trafficked, raped, murdered, tortured, just for your government to say, well what are we supposed to do about it. do you know why? because to this government, the only "good Indian" is a dead one. you will never know what it's like to watch your family be ripped apart by generations of trauma and abuse. you will never know what it's like to see the teens in your community committing suicide and doing drugs more than proms and school events because their lives are THAT unbearable. the typical American dream is THAT out of reach for them.

you bitch about US imperialism, look at your own country. it's funny, actually. France is a HUGE contender in fucking over Indigenous people, First Nations people, and Inuit. you live in a country who just as much as the USA, built itself on the backs of POC and built itself on destroying others that didn't have the same power. you know what the difference is? you're a part of the class that fucking did it. and in that comfy, cushy class, you're throwing rocks at the people who are murdered by our government, raped by our government, tortured by our government, given no fucking way out, no justice, no help, do you know what they sent rezes for COVID? BODY BAGS. they didn't care if we died. they never have. you are in an undeniably wealthy country in the most privileged class. you will never be booted from that class no matter how hard you try to claim you are. being a trans woman doesn't exempt you from being a racist piece of trash who constantly benefits from racism every single day of her life.

i don't feel bad for you. i never will. you had every opportunity to correct yourself. instead, you punched down on communities you know are struggling. you could've used your popularity to boost the Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Children, and Peoples' movement. but you know what you did instead? you added more fuel to the fire that's burning our communities to shreds. you added more batteries to the genocidal machine that wants every last Indigenous person dead and gone. and you're fucking proud of it. you fucking laugh about it from somewhere where you've never had to question if you have food on the table, if your water was clean, if your family members would make it home. you've never gone to the doctor and been denied meds because "Indigenous people are drug seeking," you've never watched your family casually brush off forced sterilization by doctors because of how normal it is in our communities.

you're disgusting. i truly hope you never come back on this app, but i know you will in two days because you're a white woman who reaps her privileges at every given moment. you'll cry your white woman tears, and people will pick you up because you're "fighting the good fight" (actual comment i saw on one of her posts, btw!)

you don't care about anyone but yourself. you're not being controversial and giving "hot takes," you're actively perpetuating and participating in oppression of people you get to comfortably sit away from and watch. i wonder where your "sooper brave hot takes" would go if you stepped foot on a rez. i wonder where your "fighting the good fight" would go when you actually had to face someone struggling instead of watching it through a screen from your comfy life as a white woman in France.

anyway, here's some dono links to Indigenous American funds. don't ignore our suffering, please. support the MMIW movement. don't let a white woman from France skew your opinions on our centuries of suffering.

https://www.nativewomenswilderness.org/mmiw (more information on the MMIW movement and why it's so desperately needed for our communities)

https://indigenousfoodandag.com/ (help Indigenous communities eat healthy and advance traditional food systems)

https://narf.org/ (help hold governments accountable, giving Indigenous people resources that have been promised and are our right to have)

https://collegefund.org/ (help get Indigenous people to college and secondary education!)

https://7genfund.org/ (crisis support for Indigenous communities)

https://anelder.org/product/Adopt-An-Elder?ID=6188 (don't forget elders need support too!)

https://www.iwrising.org/abortion-fund (Indigenous people are often barred from reproductive health due to funding and other discriminations. this organization helps those receive the care they desperately need and deserve. another reason this is extremely important is that Indigenous people are at dangerously high rates of sexual violence in comparison to other ethnicities. abortion saves lives in that case too.)

https://www.givenative.org/ (a more general list of more native non-profits)

After telling me to kill myself and die multiple times, are you aware that you may be held legally responsible should I do as you've so kindly requested?

“You must always be young and infantalized” as if the repulsion towards any woman past her twenties or even earlier isn’t deeply misogynistic and the same goes for infantilizing women, ESPECIALLY when it comes to trans women (such as acting like any that aren’t “soft femmes” are a threat)

https://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.ca/en/donate

Fam, broskies, frendos. You may have no fucking clue the absolutely horrific amount of First nations, Metis, Inuit and Native American girls, women and two-spirits that go fucking missing across north America.

Like it's . . . "Oh maybe I kinda wish I could just curl up and die today" amounts. It's "this world is cold and dark and I feel so helpless" amounts.

I don't know how to express to you guys . . . What it feels like to, uh, live in just the quiet torture of the wake of . . . A girl or Two-spirit just, fucking . . . *vanishing.*

Because you can kinda guess what happened. This is no fucking Houdini magic trick shit. And yet . . . They're "never recovered." You picking up what I'm putting down here?

I know. So wild. So much privilege getting fucking vanished and the powers that be just fucking shrugging their fucking shoulders. SHOULD HAVE USED THEIR PRIVILEGE TO BE ABUSED BY THE MILLITARY INSTEAD, RIGHT?! Wow such privilege.

If you can even just share this-- it can be real hard to get people aware of the problem, so even that would help.

Any others brought to my attention will be added to this list, thank you.

wesuggestforcefem

iamnolongersuggesting

isuggestgirlization

iexpectforcefem

iforcefeminize

i-suggest-forcefem-en-masse

suggestingforcefem

forcefemmingagain

we-suggest-girl

estroggestion

isuggestgirlforever

secondstroggestion

iloveforcefem

iadviseforcefem

girlifier

forcefem-suggested

isuggesttranstion

idemandforcefem

ienactforcefem

missgirlmaker

forcefemisuggest

missstrogen

missgirlmaker

Getting called transandrobro for saying "literally call it anything else but Forcefem and you'll be fine" is fucking hilarious if it wasn't so damn creepy that this person likes miss "rape the two year old head mate with mama" and "I'm friends with lolicons"

Not all kink acts are sexual, but they STILL take place in ADULT spaces where they can taken advantage of. Because AGAIN Forcefem may not be ALWAYS sexual, but it's STILL SEXUAL.

Also not what reading comprehension means. I get what you're saying, I just think you're stupid as hell.